WAD IS WRONG WIT TODAY??WHY HAS EVERYTHING TURNED UPSIDE DOWN??FIRST IS THAT,tHEN ITS ANOTHER,NOW ITS THIS,WADS NEXT?WHY IS IT UNFAIR???AFTER SO LONG NOW GOT CHANCE,YOU ARE NOT GIVIN LIKE LAST TIME!!! *went to school,it was the same as wed..wont forget it* ITS JUST USELESS..AND ITS PISSING ME OFF NOW AND THEN(sad to say) when i went to school,i was havin a bad feelin abt today..i was much rather alone all the way just wanted to be alone..tryin to think wad has happened..i dono wad u peeps tot abt me..selfish or anythg..but i cnt help it..cuz it has to be this way..i cnt explain it..its difficult the thing that i had not hoped to hear..happened.. now in the hospital..external bleeding.. is now loosing alot of blood...so doc say need alot of rest otherwise the blood will flow again...and may not be a good sign..i noe the consequences,but im just preparin for the worst.. there was no prob the past few days..but it suddenly happpened today? both sides do not know abt it..if they noe,the whole world may be turned upside down..don wan to imagine wad it will be like it happens once i recieved the call,i was speechless,shocked,scared,sad,panicked,astonished and almost wanted to cry..but my maid was around so i did not.. supposed to have pizza as a family,but all of this happened all so sudden... its still the same here..but missin for awhile or just a few days its not the first time that it happened..and the outcome isnt good!!!tmrw the results will be out..and by that tme is either i blow up or im in a calm mood..now that im a grown more matured teenager,i understand beta than last time.. another one was while i was watchin tv,my maid asked me to come quickly..i saw that my dog was limping all of a sudden..it was really aching for me as he was eatin his dinner..both his hind legs,one of it is lifted up..so his standin on 3 legs..and now he even has prob walkin..its funny..he was ok when my tchr left..and suddenly he is injured!! now i don hav the mood to study.. even during the tuition,the tchr had to repeat the question she asked abt 2times..it happened alot of times.. wad is wit the fengshui or luck or someting today?or the sun rose from the west? "YOU LIED TO THEM IF IT GOES WRONG..THEN IT WILL BE TOO LATE" im sorry..IM JUST TOO OCCUPIED WIT ALOT OF THINGS PILING IN MY MIND each of the situations wit diff colours..has a song attached to it.. goodnitex
