after bloggin..dad came down and he was like joking with me and stuff.. i felt so sad..and wanted to cry.. then as i was packing,dad asked me to come up.. and i said wait.. i knew they were goin to tell me about it as i was packing my bag,i saw my mum's bag inside got letters and saw it was related to it i did not wana hear it from them..i was so scared and my eyes were so red so i came out with a dumb excuse sayin i got sore eyes and that it was healing..but eyes were still red..so they did not tell me yet everything has been signed and it will take place this week..i don have the mood for anything right now and mum was watchin tv and she kept asking me abt sch and everything and i was not feeling good inside.. she wont be working till sat or next week if im not wrong I REALLY WISH FOR A MIRACLE..REALLY WANNA MIRACLE BUT ITS IMPOSSIBLE FOR IT TO HAPPEN.. REALLY IMPOSSIBLE..
