CAN U BELIEVE THAT GOD ACTUALLY LIES??HARHX I TOT THIS YR WILL BE A GOOD YR..BUT UNFORTUNATELY..IT HAS TO HAPPEN AGAIN??ITS NOT ONCE OR TWICE..ITS BEEN 3 TIMES FOR HEAVEN & GODSAKE!!!!! DID I OWE ANYONE THAT GOD HAS TO BE SO DAMN UNFAIR?? wen i came home,i saw dad's car outside..i was shocked as he said he will be back on thurs..but went hme to ask my maid...and then added to ask how come mum's jacket is at home too.. she kept pausing...and then i knew it was not looking good.. as she was gona say,i was already sensing bad...and negative thoughts were running in my head and mind.. then the words spilled out from her mouth i was RIGHT AGAIN i did not show any emotions.. but straight went into my room.. and i cried for a long time..came out to eat lunch..and came online for awhile now later will go back again.. i dono how to face my parents i will cry wen i see them later and as im typing,i dono why im tearing again.. i know i have to be strong,but how?? it has happened b4..but not exceeding longer than eva i have no mood to study either TIME WILL HEAL IF DATS WAD U SAY..BUT,IM MATURE AND MY FEELINGS ARE STRONGER EVEN.. TALKING SENSE INTO ME WILL NOT HELP..IM SORRY CUZ IT WAS IMPT TO ME..AND ALL I NEEDED WAS TIME BUT WITH IT NOW LIKE THIS,DON BOTHER KK? (im sorri for talking like this and not being more specific..)
