its supposed to be a happy day for me..as in.. the mood was just rite.. but wad my mum said..WOKE ME UP TOALLY!!! i suddenly feel i don belong here.. i feel its suddenly like a fairytale.. some people treat u good..and suddenly,they change.. i found out the truth..wad my dad told my tchrs ITS NOT AFTER O'LEVELS SO I CAN FPRGET ABOUT GRADUATION AND JUST LIVE THE LIFE?? ITS BEFORE GRAUATION BUT AFTER PRELIMS?? SO IT DEPENDS ON MY PRELIMS?? IF IT DOES NOT TURN OUT TO BE AS EXPECTED..I CAN KISS MY FUTURE GOODBYE??nono i should say.. I DONT EVEN HAVE TO THINK OF WAD THE FUTURE HOLDS HERE?? AH..ICICX IS THIS WAD U TELL YOUR CHILDREN?? OR IS THIS YOUR WAY OF ENCOURAGING THEM?? SORRY TO TELL YOU DAT ITS THE FIRST TIME IM SEEING IT HAPPENING.. LIKE I SAID B4..TV DRAMA SERIALS CAN NEVER GO WRONG TELL ME WHICH PARENT TELLS THEIR CHILD THIS?? I ACTED AS THOUGH I HAD NO FEELINGS WHEN IT WAS REVEALED.. BUT I WENT TO MY ROOM..BUT TEARS JUST CLD NOT STOP FLOWING OKOK SO I JUST NEED TO LIVE DAY BY DAY??I REALLY DONO IF U ARE ENCOURAGIN ME OR MAKING FEEL WORST??(sayin it the second time) DEN I SHALL SAY TO YOU DAT DON THINK OF TALKING TO ME..CUZ I THINK I DON HAVE THE MOOD FOR THAT.. THOSE OUTINGS CAN BE CANCELLED... THOSE LAUGHTER CAN BE OR MIGHT AS WELL BE FORGOTTEN..GOT DAT??? DEN ITS GOOD.. YEAH??YUP ALL I WILL DO IS BLOG..WATCH TV..SMS..COME ONLINE AND CHAT(DEPENDS) WHO CARES??REALLY!!! I DON SEE THE POINT AT ALL..K?? I CAN EVEN SURVIVE ON MY OWN IF IT HAPPENS..CUZ EACH AND EVERYONE OF US HAVE A BACKBONE..DATS WHY WE ARE STRONG SO I WILL SHUT UP AND JUST DO WAD I THINK ITS RITEX? (APOLOGIES FOR BAD AND RUDE BEHAVIOUR)
