today went to sch with no mood and during the 1HOUR almost of silent reading..i was not even reading at all was stoning all the way..thinkin..flashing back.. no econs as it was taken up by morning assembly and form teachers and during physics lesson..i was oso stoning again and in no mood to study but thank god there was hannah,syafiq and rachel esp..after recess,i was my usual self.. crazy..laughin like mad..haha ss test did not study either..but im quite sure i will fail it but the lesson was super funny esp the pt of rachel and rebecca..haha mrs baljit:one is rebecca and the other is..? rachel:roche the whole class started bursting into laughter den syafiq ask why roche? den rachel said..becuz its a choclate name..and i love chocolates..ahah her lesson got interupted by one male tchr(new) den she said:one is rachel and the other..rebecca..so tell me,wad does the source tell you?which is rebecca? rachel:the one who wears braces.. mrs baljit:both of you wear them..(she looks at rebecca and says)you are? rebecca:im rachel..(whole class laughs & stares at rachel ) mrs baljit:so?wad can u say abt the source? rebecca:..... mrs baljit:you are not answering my question rachel:ah..stupid ah.. mrs baljit:wad abt you?rebecca?(looks at rachel) rachel:..... mrs baljit:yah ok..but still not answering the question rebecca:haha~no diff it was so funny..whole class was laughin at the both of them eng lesson we saw the pix ms chen took on operation clean-up and i saw myself cleaning the whiteboard and i looked shocked cuz i did not noe ms chen was takin pict.. i recalled she said:crystal..here(from behind) and i turned and saw the cam..and it was too late to hide and my pict made eveyone laugh..haiz~(there was somethg wrong with the projector and the colour was not original..dats why~noe wad i mean?) but it was a good laugh..haha and me and hannah were laughin abt some other stuffs..and rachel kept sayin abt syafiq's nose.. ans syafiq said abt rachel's mole..etc..haha~ it was really a good laugh today... went home straight away with mel.. but i went to gek poh to get lunch.. now im at home and have eaten my lunch..so later have to go for piano lessons i have to continue dat until end of july..den stop and continue in dec.. im still shocked dat my parents still have not told me abt it i dono why..but see if they will tell mayb in the nitex cuz tmrw is the operation(if im not wrong).. i wana take 1day mc..but not sure if can..see how i wana say in detail..but im just scared somehow dono wad im scared..mayb wad other people think abt it.. cuz it may not be a big prob to you..but it is to me..or family dats why i don dare to say it.. so i did not tell anyone abt it yet see how it goes.. MIRACLE IS ALL I ASK...JUST IT AND I WONT ASK FOR ANYMORE