it just does not seem ritex mayb it took quite a while to accept dat it might happen again? i dono why.. its like god does not want everything to be smooth for me.. there has just to be somethgs dat are negative and lesser positive things can anyone say WHY?i doubt it happened a few yrs ago..and i just feel it will happen again not thinkin abt it wont help either cuz im tryin to help save it i guess the wall has really gotten bigger this time theres just no proper communication unlike last time be it Olevels,time etc..we cnt turn the clock back mayb it was my fault sometimes i just wonder why..how come we all ended up like this be it laughter,tears,joy,anger..we shared and had it all thinkin how it all started,i just cnt figure it out but smile to myself becuz im lucky to have met and known you or all sometimes i wondered how we came this far.. who was it that kept it alive and goin till today..us? thinking of wad were the things we did together which to me.. i will never forget ever..EVA(greatful to you or all) it was not similar to the rest of the people we cld do with cuz we knew each other VERYwell mayb its me whose thinkin too much i just hope so everyone has probs which person in this world does not have? but we can share it together..WE CAN MAKE IT THROUGH THE RAIN we are all different.. or mayb its me? no one is perfect sometimes small negative things dat happen to us,its just silence..we look away when we see each other..pretending we dono dat we actually existed in reality but after awhile,its back to laughters,craziness,fun and all dat and it repeats again everytime it repeats,i wonder,ask myself,is it my fault? did those words need to be out? even if i apologise,u will be angry with me still sometimes it mayb a misunderstandin.. although it may now be just somethg which i ought to get used to it.. attitudes of peoples wont change too but its so rare that u see it happenin btwn other peeps we hardly talk nowadays.. its just so weird these days its really as though we are strangers have we changed? or im thinkin too much again?
but i really thank you or all for everything.. drawing away from it? stepping out? forgetting everyting?
IM SORRY IF I DID HURT YOU OR ALL~ lets just wait and see wad happens thankx!Joce,for being there for me when it all happened:)
