Saturday, October 20, 2007

its been one week and i tell you.. it was not a good week at all accusations,cries,laughters,scoldings,arguments etc and i think i really cnt hold it out IT WAS NOT EVEN MY FAULT..I WAS NOT EVEN AWARE THAT ALL WAS ONCOMIN.. AND YET U SCOLDED ME..now mayb its solved but the cold shoulder ur givin,not sure how long it will last 1mth?3mths?god knows just pondering,if only there was another kind of me,then mayb these ALL wld not have happened..like early this yr..rmb?by now,mayb im just leading peaceful life and awaiting for it? anyway,i was just wondering..haha JUST ONLY..u SUDDENLY see in the newspaper TEEN,16,DIES BEFORE O'LEVEL haha~of cuz i wont do dat i think its ridiculous..THE DUMBEST THG TO DO.(DUH) NONE OF YOU SHLD EVA THINK ABT IT..OTHERWISE I WILL KILL YOU~LOL everyone will be havin this experience but we must keep on goin..cuz wad we are expecting,is just infront.. mine is just over the limit but if i tell, mayb u will understand wad i mean.. ITS OUT OF LOVE..BUT TO ME IS TORTURE THERE'S JUST TOO MANY THINGS TO DO AND TO ABIDE TO not unless its just fated that it happens?like i got hit by a car?or i gorge myself too much that i died?HAHA i got so many silly ideas..but all these silly ideas are wad have happened to other people..its really sad..saw some on tv even recently but i have thought it all out since im gettin this,i might as well suffer now since this my last lap my first paper is on 23Oct..which is few days away or gona reach veri soon.. went to gek poh as usual.. ALL OF A SUDDEN,I SAW YOU OF CUZ U DID NOT SEE ME AND SUDDENLY EVERYTHING FLASHED BACK im glad i got to know and mixed with you mayb after O all of us can be introduced formally?haha till then..take care everyone all da best for yr O'levels for those takin this yr
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