WHY WAS I THE ONLY CHILD IN THE FAMILY?? WHY WAS I BORN AS A GAL?? IF I CLD BE BORN AS A BOY..MAYB IT WLD HAVE BEEN EASIER?? EVERYTHING WLD HAVE BEEN MORE CAREFREE,NOT MUCH WORRIES?? SOONER OR LATER I WILL BE EXPERIENCING IT RITEX,JUST LIKE EVERYONE?? LEARNIN IT FROM A YOUNG AGE,DOIN WAD I WANT TO DO,IS IT SO DIFFICULT TO UNDERSTAND?? YAH!!BEING YOUNG,IGNORANT OF THE WORLD OUTSIDE,BECOURSE OF THE UNCONDITIONAL LOVE,WANTING TO TRY THIS OR THAT,IS NOT TO BE DONE AT THIS AGE BUT WHY?? OF COURSE..IT GOES BACK TO THE MAIN REASON OF BEING THE ONLY CHILD AND DAUGHTER IN THE FAMILY~BEING AFRAID YOU DONT SAY..BUT ITS SO OBVIOUS THAT THEY ARE THE REASONS I CANT LIE ABOUT IT SOONER OR LATER YOU WILL FIND OUT ABT IT CHILDISH IT MAY SEEMS... BUT I REALLY DON WANT HISTORY TO REPEAT AGAIN I REGRETTED LAST TIME I SERIOUSLY HOPE IT WONT HAPPEN NOW YOU WONT UNDERSTAND WONT YOU??PUTTING YRSELF IN MY SITUATION I WILL JUST WAIT AND KEEP MUM ABOUT IT
