WAD IS WRONG WIT TODAY??WHY HAS EVERYTHING TURNED UPSIDE DOWN??FIRST IS THAT,tHEN ITS ANOTHER,NOW ITS THIS,WADS NEXT?WHY IS IT UNFAIR???AFTER SO LONG NOW GOT CHANCE,YOU ARE NOT GIVIN LIKE LAST TIME!!! *went to school,it was the same as wed..wont forget it* ITS JUST USELESS..AND ITS PISSING ME OFF NOW AND THEN(sad to say) when i went to school,i was havin a bad feelin abt today..i was much rather alone all the way just wanted to be alone..tryin to think wad has happened..i dono wad u peeps tot abt me..selfish or anythg..but i cnt help it..cuz it has to be this way..i cnt explain it..its difficult the thing that i had not hoped to hear..happened.. now in the hospital..external bleeding.. is now loosing alot of blood...so doc say need alot of rest otherwise the blood will flow again...and may not be a good sign..i noe the consequences,but im just preparin for the worst.. there was no prob the past few days..but it suddenly happpened today? both sides do not know abt it..if they noe,the whole world may be turned upside down..don wan to imagine wad it will be like it happens once i recieved the call,i was speechless,shocked,scared,sad,panicked,astonished and almost wanted to cry..but my maid was around so i did not.. supposed to have pizza as a family,but all of this happened all so sudden... its still the same here..but missin for awhile or just a few days its not the first time that it happened..and the outcome isnt good!!!tmrw the results will be out..and by that tme is either i blow up or im in a calm mood..now that im a grown more matured teenager,i understand beta than last time.. another one was while i was watchin tv,my maid asked me to come quickly..i saw that my dog was limping all of a sudden..it was really aching for me as he was eatin his dinner..both his hind legs,one of it is lifted up..so his standin on 3 legs..and now he even has prob walkin..its funny..he was ok when my tchr left..and suddenly he is injured!! now i don hav the mood to study.. even during the tuition,the tchr had to repeat the question she asked abt 2times..it happened alot of times.. wad is wit the fengshui or luck or someting today?or the sun rose from the west? "YOU LIED TO THEM IF IT GOES WRONG..THEN IT WILL BE TOO LATE" im sorry..IM JUST TOO OCCUPIED WIT ALOT OF THINGS PILING IN MY MIND each of the situations wit diff colours..has a song attached to it.. goodnitex today is the day..well it was the waited day,ENG & CHINESE paper 1...it was ok,not too bad though aft the papers,i went to look for ms lee for econs..cld not find her...oso cld not find ying yi..den went home..lol then on the way home den i saw yy wit cindi..haha chio bu seh both of them :) came home to get ready for my tuition...suddenly it was rainin cats and dogs..im still waitin for it...oh yes!!!HAPPIE SWEET 16 BURFDAY TO SHAFIQ... i have added an additional 10 songs which I love alot...hope u all will enjoy..a mixture of eng and chinese songs enjoy peeps:)
Wednesday, April 25, 2007
i dono why..but i was veri happie wen i went to school..is it happenin again? haha~mayb of the fact that it happened which i did not expect.. it was a short but sweet one :):):) as usual,the boys wil be teasin me wit the stupid rumour WHICH AINT TRUE AT ALL..like i said b4,boys will be boys..nv will they change.. jack said i had 5??so many?no way!!eEWw~ anyway the past few days again have been such funn esp today and peeps made me practically laughin all the way..until cld not take it anymore today was nv a bored day again durin econs lesson,we were all abt to sit..nigel as usual was somehow eyeing on haifz..aft greetin the tchrs,he pulled the chair wen haifz was abt to see..and BULLS EYE!!!hafiz missed and landed on the floor..all of us were like laughin literally..even ms lee and mdm wijaya were laughin..haha durin ss lesson..asyraff suddenly asked for my water-bottle ..and he and his imaginative,nonsensical ideas,poured water into a plastic bag wit at least 3-4 sweet wrappers..and he hung it on the window..and guessed wad he told me..see i put it on there to make people think that that is actually a fish inside the plastic bag..haha!!!wth(but it did look like it was real) and as usual,he went to tease zawani by sayin:eh!look..i got a gold fish and put it inside durin recess.. zawani turned and saw and actually went to see it..examin it for at least 5 secs..and me and asyraff were laughin behind(sorri dear..)she fell for it..and u shld have seen the look on the face when she felt the bag..it was funny really... and asyraff told the whole class..and the malay boys were more curious..and nuqman came over and saw..and was figurin out..haha~it was really funny seriously..the whole class started laughin and wen mdm rozi came in..she was stunned!! i did not go for the debate although i very much wanted to..tchrs VS students.. (this hse believes that homework shld be abolished) hope to know the outcome of it oh yes!!btw,CONGRATS to GUZHENG for clinchin BRONZE for syf..you peeps did a great job:) i finished readin my story book..within 3days..whoohoo..now i must read CHINESE story books.. and mdm wijaya was like..u are not doin yr revision ah..still readin and not revising.. YTD!! i practically did not sleep until 11plus 12..due to readin the story book.. i drank iced coffee aft dinner thinkin i cld stay awake to study..but i was wrong..instead i had no mood to study..its wad i call, went HIGH..cuz its sweet.so u cant concentrate well so in the end read the book instead of studyin.. and speakin of studyin.my exams are on the way..and i don hav the confident..i still lack the confidence.. hearin wad u said,we hav no choice as its goin to be tough..must persevere:):) like wad i told u ok gona hav chinese tuition..im such a good gal..haha ~lol mayb i will come back again to talk more..haha
Sunday, April 22, 2007
i feel so energetic..as in now i really wana study..i feel that actually its easy..i dono why but thats how i feel after lookin at the time tabel for MYE.. its only less than 2 weeks to MYE..im sure everyone is sloggin their guts out to do well..esp the sec4&5 peeps who will be doin their O levels in oct/nov but i got a prob again..the dumb headache is not goin off..sheesh~ i must pass my all my subjects in MYE..this will be the best way to keep me motivated.. there is still suplementary after school..i think no use havin it as all of us wont be in the mood for studyin..most will be in LALA LAND.. chinese listenin compre is this week..i think its tmrw..and chinese paper 1 and english paper 1 is is on FRDAY(27-04-07)how fast time flies.. i gota admit,im worried for eng paper 1...its scary wen u don fufill the criteria for the band and they mark u ONE BAND DOWN..this is torture..like if u never spell ONE WORD CORRECTLY,THATS IT!!from 25-30 range,u go to 20-24 range.. its really scary.. im off now..to study again..must not stop the momentem..if not will loose grip toodles :)
Saturday, April 21, 2007
FINALLY MY 100th POST!!!!whoohoo~ today was such a boring day!!! went to sch for the chinese lit thing..ytd jack called me to remind me and she said its counted 90% in our CA..i really believed her.. as i was goin to sch, i met yong yi..he told me she was just playin wit me..lol we went to NUS for the litereary forum..omg!!!the place is so beautiful and big..nice and interestin campus anyway,it was boring..but during the tea break,it was damn funny!!! we were 'TYPICAL SINGAPOREANS..KIASU!!!'...june and evelyn kept takin alot of food..haha they cute la..they came to where we were seatin..and said,nah!nah!we go take some more..lol mdm li was like..omg!!you all take alot!!and she went to eat her share..haha there was one lady,who kept lookin at us..cuz we had at least 8plates wit us on the floor(no space to sit..everyone was seated on the floor which had carpet..)al of us were laughin away wit the food..eatin to our hearts content the sec4 peeps were together..except pei xuan who was seen 'flirtin' wit the 2sec3 gals..wee-you-weet!! the speaker for the second half was so cute!!! his name is MR HUANG SHUN MING..his from TAIWAN!!!(taiwan..does it ring a bell??yea??im sure it does..)kk stop being lame~lol he talks in a veri cute manner..haha and his story and his 'speech' was beta than the previous speaker earlier beofre the tea break..it was always spoiled wit laughter...but my did not bring my cam,so did not take a pict of him.. went home around abt 1plus..to get ready for tuition..wei yang msg and jack called me to ask if i cld go for the study group.. aft my tution around 4plus,i asked my mum if i cld go but she forbid me to go!!!gosh~and she went 'mad'..started doin the usuals of wad any parent wld do!!! im glad that i now got the mood to study,,and that i revisin my ECONS!!(improvement) and i oso studied my physics..(whoohoo) and i decided to try somethg more challenging..i did the higher chinese paper..cloze passage and the comprehension questions wit multiple choices..i think its easier than our usuak one..i dono but dats wad i think..sometimes i get stuck at the cloze passage for the 1162.. this shows i must practise MORE!!!!and my mum is oso naggin abt my chinese..she sayd that she dont see any improvement in my chinese..and she says she wans me to get an A for O levels or else she will MAKE me take the exams again..haiz more stress now..i scared my paper 2 pull me down..now its not easy to score unlike last time.. now i don think i will have the time..nono i should say that im not allowed to use the com startin from next week.. its EXAM FEVER!!!! oh yes b4 i forget..CONGRATS TO F.C PHATTZION for winnin against the sec4 normal tech team in today's W-LEAGUE..whoohoo i saw albert again..he is so sweet to come early in the morn to go and support phattzion..haha now im gona kill dat person so called the spammer for my blog.. drivin me nuts wit the name thing!!! I will be fine..
Friday, April 20, 2007
2.4cm is so small la!!!lol cnt see a thing!!!only 4 circles and tats it i did not go to sch today.. basically for a reason..havin a painful headache..which has not stopped since monday aftn...tue was havin same prob..wed oso..thurs was worst..even ate panadol(which i don trust)oso had no use...went to doc ytd..she said was due to tension..and the weather in sgp aint good!!! cld not concentrate properly most of the time..esp in the aftn.. and ytd in sch..i was not myself..as in i kept usin the wrong words to talk..esp the conversation wit jacklyn..gosh!!!i feel my chinese and eng is deteorating..but im workin on it!!!! i lurve ytd math lesson..it was so fun.. gan min,zawani,wei yang,asyraff,rachel and i were makin alot of noise(oopps)we were sayin jokes to one another..lol both wei yang and asyraff jokes were 'lame' but damn funny!!!!laughed until we cldnt take it anymore..stomach was oso pain... zawani's joke was'dumb'..cuz i did not get it at first..but it was funny..and entertainin aft a 'hard days of work'..lol i lurved their jokes... spent the whole day at home doin my reading..studyin..watchin tv.. and now bloggin...and well,being nagged again and again..parents will be parents~haiz oh yes!CONGRATS TO GUITAR FOR CLINCHIN SILVER FOR SYF YTD!!!you peeps have done well again..whoohoo last to go is guzheng...hope they can oso get silver..or mayb a gold!!!that will be great :) you peeps too can do it jia you.. wanted to go ice-skatin wit jack the rest..but had to turn down the offer cuz im not well..but thank for the offer..hope u peeps had fun oh yes.. HAPPIE SWEET 16BURFDAY TO R2TWINS..rachel and rebecca..
Wednesday, April 18, 2007
CONGRATS TO CHOIR FOR GETTIN SILVER!!!u peeps did great..although i did not hear u peeps sing,i hrd from other people that u peeps sang veri well.. today is wed...later there is piano lesson.. to those who keep singing TANK's GEI WO NI DE AI song..and keep sayin LAOPO!!! u peeps can stop singing...and sayin it.. WHY?? cuz he has a girlfren..YAY!!!!!omg like finally 2weeks ago,i knew he has someone he likes..but was waitin for the reply..then as i was walkin wit kin toh,he was just sayin for the fun to 'try out'..but KIN TOH had to make it as though he is KAO BAI ing to me..lol anyway..its all over!!!whoohoo.. so u peeps can forget about it..it will be beta and nicer.. so beta rmb not to say it..if not his girfren wont be happie kk? i forgot that some of the sec3 peeps have gone to OBS.. i have not been well ever since monday..aft around 1plus,i will have headache..tue oso the same..so i did not study for the past 2-3 days..this means bad!!!! mye is just startin next week for eng and chinese on fri...paper 1 then it all will start the first week of may..which is in 2 weeks time how fast time flies...and im NOT EVEN READY FOR MYE!!!! gosh!!!i feel so lost...sometimes i do cry as i have not finished my revision..and i feel im lagging behind..thats wad i think still there is 5more months to go..it aint long..its veri short time.. gona get ready for piano lessons..and p.s i did not finish my theory hmwk..haiz im so not ready (me and natalin!!!I LOVE HER~)
(I LOVE HER SMILE!!!!dont u..?)
(lin guang does not like to smile to the camera..only to me without the cam..)
(NATALIN AND ME..WIT HER DRAWING..)
(me and lin guang..see,no smile)
(me and my dearest..natalin..a close up)
(haha...me wit my two fav kiddies..I LOVE BOTH OF THEM!!!!)
(me wit lin guang,natalin and another gal from the home..i love natalin's smile..)
(me and natalin and a gal from the home..she shy to tell me her name)
(zawani wit daniel on her lap..wit aini beside her)
(shafiq in the middle..xiao min on his right and 'da jie' on his left)
(my hot mocha latte..wit my name 'engraved' on the stick..by jacklyn..haha)
these are the picts taken on sun..at chen su lan's home..
I LOVE NATALIN's SMILE...makes my heart melt..GOSH!!!haha
I LOVE LIN GUANG TOO!!!his smile is cute..but a pity i cldn't capture on cam..if got chance i will do my best..
Sunday, April 15, 2007
this weekends programmes were exciting!!!it really was a BLAST!!esp ytd.. had tuition as mentioned..it was refreshin then met up wit jack and wei yang first at popular to go to library... jack told us something hiliarous..she got down from the bus and a small kid approached her saying:AUNTIE CAN DONATE SOME MONEY?? haha..then i looked at her from top to toe..well,she was dressed casually wit a top sayin is it hot in here or is it just me?..carrying a white handbag(ah yiaks)..mayb that made the boy think that she was a auntie?? but seriously..now a days young teenage gals,most of them will carry handbags..me and wei yang started laughin until we cld not take it... then jack said,if im auntie,that makes the both of u ah ma and ah bei!!!!haha oh well,i accepted it but not for long(read below) met boon yik,hui min,jian yang,lionel and chein yie..we talked and talked till they did not finished their studying..haha then went wit wei yang to our service learnin.. met mdm wijaya,aini,zawani and shafiq OMG!!!!!NATALIN IS SO CUTE!!!!!!I LOVE NATALIN!!!!!! but she is funnny and cute in a sense that i told her im JIEJIE!!!and NOT AUNTIE!!!!omg..they really think we are volunteers who are adults..and not teenagers..lol haha but i did not mind..and mdm wijaya was convinced that i cld handle small kids..and she said she will know who to find if need to tale care of lil kiddies..WHOOHOO!!! we spent alot of time wit the kids.. chun fa and lin guang is sooo cute..haha but natalin is cuter..haha adorable too..haha all of them are actually and b4 we left..chun fa came to all of us and started hugging..it was really nice and touching..haha BUT!!!!!WEI YANG ACTUALLY BENT DOWN AND HUGGED CHUN FA!!!!!OMG...I DONO WHY BUT I FELT ABIT WEIRD..CUZ IF YOU PEEPS NOE HIM,HE DOES NOT LIKE TO HUG PEOPLE..HAHA~ALL OF US WERE LAUGHIN CUZ ITS RARE TO SEE WEI YANG HUGGIN SOMEONE..HAHABUT MAYB HE WAS KEEPIN THE FIRST HUG FOR......?u noe..i oso noe..yeah!!!haha lol went to my maternal granparents hse for dinner.. saw old my lil cuzzies.. i must say...small kids OWAYS LIKE TO SABO THE ELDER ONE!!!! haha..my lil cuzzie boy gabriel who is 6yrs(elder) was abit moody..and he was showing tantrum..and the younger gal who is 3yrs(his sister)was running around freely wen gabriel did not wan to eat his dinner..i good gal..etc..haha damn funny..and the adults were like laughin.. well,its really interesting and funny to see this kind of 'show'..esp wen the younger one sabo the elder one.. omg!!!!the younger opened her mouth to sabo by sayin he nv eat..he showing temper..its really cute though once again..I wana go back to chen su lan AGAIN!!!I WANA SEE NATALIN AGAIN!!!I LOVE HER!! nitex peeps all the best for choir as they will be takin part in syf on tue..hope u peeps get at least silver..
Friday, April 13, 2007
hey peeps.. not been updatin for quite some time but im still online as usual..well,almost everyday today math lesson was interesting..cuz there were 6 teachers in to see mdm siti hajar's lesson cld see she abit stress..or veri stress!!haha but she did it i guess.. lets see wad she coms back to class on tue to tell us.. chem lesson was fun..esp wit the part where kok kiong and mr patrick tan were challengin wit each other..haha and kok kiong at one point of time said 'EH!!'..haha oh yeah!!btw,CONGRATS to all band members as they clinchedSILVER for this yr SYF2007!!! haha tmrw goin to chen su lan home again..haha so happie.. goin to grannies place after that BUT I GOT CHINESE TUITION EARLY IN THE MORN!!!haiz,there goes my precious sleep~nv md for the sake of my O'level im so tired these few days..not sure why.. went home straight home wit lina and saw wee kiat on the way..omg!!!i did not recognise the person and he started wavin to me..haha opps then he suddenly shouted from across the road..askin me whether jack came to school..i said no.. today dear jack was not in school...she is not feeli well..gota BAD cold,sore throat,whole body is aching..poor thing must take care of yrslf... then was walkin home from gek poh..saw a bunch of guys walkin at the opposite.. den one started shouting "HI CRYSTAL!!" from the opposite..lol cant see who was it..then after that another one said HI..it was joseph..haha i gave him that look and he replied wit another look..haha went home and my maid was like: did u see a bunch of guys just now? i replied:how u noe?? she said:they were shoutin outside CRYSTAL!!CRYSTAL!! haha~lol i did not noe how they knew where i stayed.. oh well... gona sleep now.. so tired... ZzZZzz
Saturday, April 07, 2007
well...today is a rather sleepy day for me... slept late ytd...around 3plus in the wee hours of the morn got up around 7plus 8plus for no reason.. studied in the aftn..it suddenly started to rain.. omg it was so shiok!!whooHooo as u can see..my tagboard is floodin wit msg that ARE NOT TRUE!!!! here is the lyrics for the song i was telling you peeps abt... and i put the song up on my blog..so you peeps can enjoy the song wit the lyrics attached below.. hope you peeps will enjoy the song as much as i do..haha so tired la~got up so early despite sleepin late nitex peeps
CRY ON MY SHOULDERS (Deutsch. Sucht Den Superstar.)
If the hero never comes to you If you need someone you're feeling blue If you're away from love and you're alone If you call your friends and nobody's home You can run away but you can't hide Through a storm and through a lonely night Then I show you there's a destiny The best things in life They're free
(chorus) But if you wanna cry Cry on my shoulder If you need someone who cares for you If you're feeling sad your heart gets colder Yes I show you what real love can do If your sky is grey oh let me know There's a place in heaven where we'll go If heaven is a million years away Oh just call me and I make your day When the nights are getting cold and blue When the days are getting hard for you I will always stay here by your side I promise you I'll never hide
(chorus repeat 2times) But if you wanna cry Cry on my shoulder If you need someone who cares for you If you're feeling sad your heart gets colder Yes I show you what real love can do
What real love can do What love can do What real love can do What love can do What real love can do What love can do
Friday, April 06, 2007
well...im still happie though!!! haha cuz i FINALLY got the tittle of the song which im so mesmersied!!! its called CRY ON MY SHOULDERS... i hrd this song when i visited someone's blog... the first thg that i did was listen instead of readin the blog.. its a duet..not sure sung by who..but i wont be bothered... im practically listenin to it almost every time..except sch hours..haha its a sweet romantic love song.. its a song recommended to everyone... when you listen to the chorus esp..there is some sort of feelin which will come to you..haha(dats how the song attracted me)lol must thank the person..haha im playin the song again and again and again..haiz..not sure how many times i have played it..but more 50 times in a day..haha~opps its just the feelin that i cnt express when ou listen to the song..go listen mayb u will noe wad i mean...if got chance i will blog the lyrics.. nitex peeps...scroll down more to see another post by today.. hey peeps..no time to post.. lets get down to some SERIOUS topics... this week has definitely been a blast..and oso memorable..but A POSITIVE one kk??not the negative ones..+vte ones are annual sports meet 2007...which was yesterday(5-04-07) held at jurong stadium...and oso i went to LINA's house for lunch together wit boon yik and shueue lee!!!omg... it was like a dream come true..she lives in a penthouse...omg!!! so BIG!!!lunch was the best..cuz she did not noe wat to get for us..haha then she cooked rice(it accidentlly turned purple colour abit cuz she put lesser water)..there was maggie which was a little spicy..then there was KIMCHI!!!(the best)...fried omelette with seaweed in it(yummies)..soy bean soup..smthg like 'smelly tou fu' but its in korean version..its not smelly..haha and lastly we have this small dish which can be found in road stalls in korean..(if u peeps have watched princess hours aka GOONG..caijing likes eatin this particular orange hot spicy dish after she fin sch..hmm it looks like pasta abit..)anyway..we were supposed to do our homework at lina's hse..but we ended up eatin the whole time..haha(it was really fun)when lina talked to her uncle..i felt something..but i dono wad it was..it was a nice feelin..haha cuz they were conversin in korean..haha(most of the time i did not understand..but thankx to dual sound in sgp..i cnt understand BASICS!!! it was the heats..we were punctual..i ended up bein one of the cheerleaders..cuz most of the merantians were not cheerin..and it was really exciting..there some emotion break down along the way(not me)but it all worked out well... meranti i think was either second or third..but thats ok..cuz its our last yr... 1st was definitely willow..it was acutually veri obvious cuz they had the most competitors and they had teams/peeps winning in all segments.. cheerleadin meranti got..3rd followed by willow..2nd and cactus..1st conflicts here and there..miunderstandin here and there..but i hope it will all go back to normal... hope everyone will let BYGONES BE BYGONES...its all in the past~ went for dinner wit the SLs'....yong kuang,cheryl,jiang yang,jacklyn,boon yik,lionel,shaun,melissa,you zai,fernanders,hui min,desmond,chein yie,sheue lee,lina... i must say it was difficult to decide where to eat..but after 5-6 decisions..we decided to eat at bento box...had fun and we were like mad adults eatin our way..as if the whole place was ours only..the waitress is so cute..i do miss her..haha went to TOYS 'R' US...the whole group of 'children' were playin wit the toys... totally deprived of childhood!!!haha 2 peeps which i only had a clearer idea was jacklyn and fernanders jacklyn: a 'toy car' caught her attention and she was so totally into it that she looked like a small kid who just wana have fun..so she gets the key in place..and starts her engine..and she drives off..well she did not 'drive off ' cuz she was seated on the floor..u peeps shld have and idea.. fernanders:he just loves ' DOREAMON '...he had this helicpoter thing over his head and he squated down and started comin up in slow motion wit the helicopter over him..hahaand he went over and targetted the 'BARBIE DOLL'!!!haha~he was playin wit too... so u can have a rough idea of wad the other 'children' were doin..haha but we really enjoyed ourselves after a long day~ i too was one of them..but not for long..cuz i was seeing other stuffs..haha there was this toy..which yr suposed to pull the string down..so that there will be music comin out of it..i loved that..omg!!!i will buy that..soon... jack was funny..she kept seeing that toy..and saw the label which said musical..so she pressed the bear's stomach..but no music.. then she saw the string..when she pulled it..she started (like wad she always say)laughed her as out..haha negative ones was the rumours...not one..not two but its goin to be three!!haiz. the "BIG" one is the song which tank sings!!!ARGH~ now im goin crazy over it!!!peeps see me and start singing that PARTICULAR LINE!!! just have to say that its all not true..its just a game..yeah?? haha~yah!! nitex peeps
Tuesday, April 03, 2007
im startin all the revisions now... exams in at least a month's away...got lots to catch up saw our dearest MR LEE ytd..he came back to teach some of the sec4 graduating peeps... missed his lessons...after 2yrs..he is successful now..a privste tutor..teachin rich kids from the better schools..haha today i was doin my work when joshua came and sat at my table..and started doin his work..haha damn funny..he kept talkin non-stop...and asked me a math question..(matrices)its the new topic in the new syllabus..quite impressed that i cld do it..haha~its sad that its not inside our syllabus but he irritated me when he started talkin aloud while doin his math NON-STOP..haiz~ and mr GIAN KIN TOH just cnt KEEP HIS MOUTH SHUT!!!!wth keep spreadin some dumb rumour...which is totally nonsensical..and dumb obviously... and when i see the peeps..they will say that PARTICULAR sentence...nv md ~cnt blame the guys(immature) ms wijaya has not been in sch for quite some time..need to ask her econs questions..argh!! just hope she will come tmrw...thurs is our econs test..and oso our sports day... this yr the sch has changed TREMENDOUSLY!!! lots of things hav either been taken out or hav been replaced wit new items...
i have been thinkin abt the past and everything...but tryin to forget wad hasppened..its difficult...lookin forward to the future..im really happie & overjoyed...lost for words but for the little agreement..i dono if it will come true u may have forgotten abt it..but i will nv eva forget
