i dono wad is wrong with me..ahah im just doin it for fun..since i got ntg beta to do.. my parents have not come home for2 days already..haha okok.. gona sleep soon..tired~ nitex
Your Learning Style: Logical and Organized
You are a very quiet but very curious person. Often times, your intellectual interests *are* your friends.
You Should Study:
Accounting Classics Economics Law Linguistics Marketing Sales Securities Statistics
The amount you worry is definitely borderline unhealthy. Even when things are going well, you find yourself fixating on the negatives. Try to remember the times you've been able to let your worries go. If you can do that again, you'll be much happier!
You're about average with money, which means you probably don't have a lot of it. Your instincts tell you to stay out of debt and spend wisely... But you don't always listen to your instincts! With a little more effort, you could have a nice little nest egg. You just have to control your spending.
You know that love doesn't always last forever - but money can. Why bother with jealousy, petty fights, and hurt feelings? You rather just go shopping! And while marrying for money may be lonely, you'll always be well dressed, well traveled, and well fed.
A total sweetheart on the outside, you love to fool people with your innocent image. On the inside you're a little darker, richer, and more complex. You're a hedonist who demands more than one pleasure at a time. Decadent and daring, you test the limits of human indulgence.
Enthusiastic and intense, there's so much you love in the world... it's hard to do it all. You are good at getting things to mix - friends, flavors, hobbies. You're the master of fusion!
But you could be an entrepreneur with some work. You've got the vision and guts to make it happen. You just need a little more practice in the business world. Find out what you truly love to do, and the money will follow.
Right now, you're taking things one day at a time. Some things are going well, but you can't help but wonder if you're getting the most out of life. It's time for you to slow down and reflect a little. You can change your life - but it's up to you!
Like it or not, your friends are going to hear the truth from you. You know that the truth hurts, but living a life of lies is much worse.
So while you're definitely kind and supportive, you don't pull any punches with your friends. Everyone knows where they stand with you. And what you like and dislike about them.
While some may be initially turned off by your honesty, your friends have come to consider it a virtue. After all, in world of white lies and deceptive politeness, you can be counted on for honesty and integrity.
Your friends need you most when: They need good advice or an intelligent opinion
You really can't be friends with: Needy, emotional people
Your friendship quote: "True friendship can afford true knowledge. It does not depend on darkness and ignorance."
You are a lucky person, and you always seem to find yourself surrounds by pretty, shiny things. You have a knack for success and money - though your skills can't really be learned or taught.
You shine in a room, and you a have a truly sparkling personality. A true extrovert, you always are able to share a witty joke or the latest scandalous gossip.
While you do have an eye for bling, you are also quite generous. A lot of wealth and luck comes your way. And you're not afraid to pass it on.
A gamble you should take: Sports betting
Your friends would describe you as: Captivating
Your enemies would describe you as: Greedy
If you lived in Vegas, you would be: A trophy wife or husband
You are White Chocolate You are sweet, caring, and truly very innocent. Whether your naive ways are a bit of act or not, people like to take care of you. You are a quiet flirt, and your power is often underestimated!
You are destined for something else... Like inventing a new type of cupcake. You just don't have the stomach for brutality. But watch out - because many people do!
Fun, comforting, and friendly. You are a true classic, and while you're not super cutting edge, you're high quality. People love your company - and have even been known to get addicted to you.
You don't just believe in love at first site - you've experienced it. You develop crushes pretty easily, but keeping your interest is another matter! You are very prone to love - hate relationships.
Number of True Loves You'll Have: 1
Number of Times You'll Have Your Heart Broken: 1
You are most compatible with people born on the 1st, 10th, 19th, and 28th of the month.
Fresh, spirited, and classic - you have many facets to your personality. You can be sweet and light. Or deep and complex. You have a little bit of something to offer everyone... no wonder you're so popular. Approachable and never smug, you are easy to get to know (and love!).
Deep down you are: Dependable and modest
Your partying style: Understated and polite
Your company is enjoyed best with: Cold or wild meat
You are resilient, and no doubt your resilience has already been tested.You've had some difficult experiences in your life, but you are wise from them.Having had to grow up quickly, you tend to discount the advice of others.You tend to be a loner, having learned that the only person you can depend on is yourself. Your strength: Well developed stability and confidence Your weakness: Suspicion of others Your power color: Eggplant Your power symbol: Spade Your power month: October
A yellow flower tends to represent joy, friendship, and playfulness.At times, you are childlike, as a buttercup is.And at other times, you are fickle, like a dahlia.And more than you wish, you tend to feel bittersweet, like a marigold.
You are kind, popular, and generous.You tend to be successful at anything you try.A social butterfly, you are great at entertaining a crowd. You are most compatible with strawberry ice cream.
You're a trooper, and the summer heat doesn't really get to you.So you rather stay in the city, where you can sip iced lattes and go to midnight movies.Forget the beach! You rather be where the good restaurants and stores are.
You're the sign most likely to bake up elaborate dishes and make beautiful centerpieces. Your signature dish: Turkey, cooked to perfection Your signature dessert: A pumpkin tiramisu that you thought up This holiday: Resist the urge to clean up - unless you're hosting Thanksgiving at your own place!
today was SJ NCC day..and SJ had alot of mistakes.. ms goh said she goin to scold..haiya after school went to eat ichiban sushi at JP with boon yik had a set meal..some sushi and tiramisu.. we shared the set meal..after a long time,finally gettin to eat the the steamed egg!!omg!! reminds me of my primary school..cuz they sell them in small cups and we buy them during recess we ate and chat alot..and she seemed to be talkin more than me..haha and in the end..we were still thinkin to eat anything.. then we saw the tiramisu comin.. and she and i were lookin at each other and suddenly,she said..aiyah.we wait for it to come by the next round so qaited..and it came..and she looked at me again then took it and started eating and as she was eating the 3rd bite,she asked me this spoon got 2 ritex? and i looked and said yeah,your ritex~and took it out and she gave me to eat the tiramisu and then she wondered as i ate and suddenly asked me.. how come got 2 spoons? the reat of the dessert only got 1 spoon,while ours got 2 spoons.. so weird!!! and i was oso finding it strange..but did not bother much..haha anyway,im deciding to go to the hospital.. but if i go..i wont want to see them but to see karling..cuz she is in hospital sorri but u will think im abit mean towards them but such a BIG thing and yet they kept it from me..thinkin it wld affect my studies??wad sense does dat make?? sooner or later i will oso know ritex?? esp why has she not been at home since thurs?? or why arent the both of them at work?? wldnt all these arouse my suspision and curiousity?? why m i ALWAYS THE LAST TO KNOW EVERYTHING?? how wld they feel if they in my position?? i know how it is in their position..thats why i said abt the affecting my studies.. and my maid was like rubbing salt into the wound..(huo shang jia you) i said im not gona go..and she told my grandmother abt it..i almost got a scolding and now got misunderstood by her.. she told my him abt it..and then asked me why.. no choice but to beat around the bush aiyah..they want to think oso i cant be bothered..cuz they are the type who will not tell you anything but keep you in the dark
Thursday, June 28, 2007
school today. was great again i feel that after sch re opened,it has been great..mayb cuz we gona part soon??haha math lesson was again fun..lol we were talkin abt food and den suddenly linked to zaki..but mdm siti did not think that way..instead she said IM NOT PREGNANT!!!lol she so cute larhx made me remember of ytd lesson mdm was teachin and went to help one of my fren.. den nazreen just came back from the toilet and had ntg beta to do..so he pretended to knock on the door veri loudly..den mdm siti said to nazreen :open the door lah nazreen:nv md lah..u open the door mdm siti:but u are near the door..haiya..you arh(walks to the door) den nazreen went to open and he came from outside and pretended to be the one who wanted to come into our class to see mdm siti..lol the class started laughin their heads off..haha and mdm siti was like..YOU ARHX!!haiz~(smilex) and as we were thinkin abt the math Q syafiq asked if we were goin to present the poly thing in the aftn den he said he don wan to go..cuz he want to go and watch the tansformer i saw that on previews..and its awesome..really..so cool..creative..gosh!!!haha and hannah was like not fair(syafiq)..eh,i go with you larh..i yr grandaughter leh..ur CHUCHU..lol i don like to watch movies from mon to thurs..although its cheaper..haha cuz nt day sch..i noe its not a good reason..but i just don like it..haha in the end,he went oso..haha~no choice okok..so we presented our poly choices..but i did not present as my thumbdrive got some weird problems gals were ok with their presentation..but the guys..lol~still the same..esp the malay group..haha joey started his presentation with funny sentences like..DON SLEEP..PAY ATTENTION ETC..haha! zawani ended hers with..YOUR MOST WELCOME!!instead of thank you..lol~cute larhx..haha and asyraff was making jokes and said he did not prepare at all..and he asked to read the slides ..said he wld help by reading the last paragraph..lol~ still got others like nuqman..with the 'short' thing zaki with the 'food' thing..lol it was really damn funny...haha and stayed bk for the presentation until like 5plus and saw marinah jie..she came to help for tmrw sj day and training saw marcus and kian boon after it ended.. and when i got home,i was told that mum wont be home till 16days.. dad isnt at home either.. house is just great now everythg must follow my maid anyway,i saw someone's profile..and BAM!!! the name was on it...haha gtg and study now if not my maid will complain to my mum todles~peeps:)
Wednesday, June 27, 2007
im not supposed to read msgs..but i was curious if they told the peeps they knew and I opened my mum's inbox..and saw that she sent and recieved many msgs RELATED TO IT and i kaypoh,went to see wad she sent.. "no heartbeat & movement..i was shocked cuz its been longer" now peeps,by now havin said this sentence,u can guess wad it is ritex?? so u shld noe roughly wads goin on now here... op as i said is tmrw..i don think i will go and i don wan my parents to tell me abt it just pretend ntg ever happened.. ytd my parents were calm and nice and today they were like FINISHED YR HMWK??WHY U WATCHIN TV SO LONG??QUICKLY FINISH UP YR DINNER AND GO UP..WHEN U STARTING REVISIONS??U KNOW U DON HAVE MUCH TIME??ETC... was and m getting used to it ending with this again I JUST WANA MIRACLE PLS...I WILL DO ANY SACRIFICES... today went to sch with no mood and during the 1HOUR almost of silent reading..i was not even reading at all was stoning all the way..thinkin..flashing back.. no econs as it was taken up by morning assembly and form teachers and during physics lesson..i was oso stoning again and in no mood to study but thank god there was hannah,syafiq and rachel esp..after recess,i was my usual self.. crazy..laughin like mad..haha ss test did not study either..but im quite sure i will fail it but the lesson was super funny esp the pt of rachel and rebecca..haha mrs baljit:one is rebecca and the other is..? rachel:roche the whole class started bursting into laughter den syafiq ask why roche? den rachel said..becuz its a choclate name..and i love chocolates..ahah her lesson got interupted by one male tchr(new) den she said:one is rachel and the other..rebecca..so tell me,wad does the source tell you?which is rebecca? rachel:the one who wears braces.. mrs baljit:both of you wear them..(she looks at rebecca and says)you are? rebecca:im rachel..(whole class laughs & stares at rachel ) mrs baljit:so?wad can u say abt the source? rebecca:..... mrs baljit:you are not answering my question rachel:ah..stupid ah.. mrs baljit:wad abt you?rebecca?(looks at rachel) rachel:..... mrs baljit:yah ok..but still not answering the question rebecca:haha~no diff it was so funny..whole class was laughin at the both of them eng lesson we saw the pix ms chen took on operation clean-up and i saw myself cleaning the whiteboard and i looked shocked cuz i did not noe ms chen was takin pict.. i recalled she said:crystal..here(from behind) and i turned and saw the cam..and it was too late to hide and my pict made eveyone laugh..haiz~(there was somethg wrong with the projector and the colour was not original..dats why~noe wad i mean?) but it was a good laugh..haha and me and hannah were laughin abt some other stuffs..and rachel kept sayin abt syafiq's nose.. ans syafiq said abt rachel's mole..etc..haha~ it was really a good laugh today... went home straight away with mel.. but i went to gek poh to get lunch.. now im at home and have eaten my lunch..so later have to go for piano lessons i have to continue dat until end of july..den stop and continue in dec.. im still shocked dat my parents still have not told me abt it i dono why..but see if they will tell mayb in the nitex cuz tmrw is the operation(if im not wrong).. i wana take 1day mc..but not sure if can..see how i wana say in detail..but im just scared somehow dono wad im scared..mayb wad other people think abt it.. cuz it may not be a big prob to you..but it is to me..or family dats why i don dare to say it.. so i did not tell anyone abt it yet see how it goes.. MIRACLE IS ALL I ASK...JUST IT AND I WONT ASK FOR ANYMORE
Tuesday, June 26, 2007
after bloggin..dad came down and he was like joking with me and stuff.. i felt so sad..and wanted to cry.. then as i was packing,dad asked me to come up.. and i said wait.. i knew they were goin to tell me about it as i was packing my bag,i saw my mum's bag inside got letters and saw it was related to it i did not wana hear it from them..i was so scared and my eyes were so red so i came out with a dumb excuse sayin i got sore eyes and that it was healing..but eyes were still red..so they did not tell me yet everything has been signed and it will take place this week..i don have the mood for anything right now and mum was watchin tv and she kept asking me abt sch and everything and i was not feeling good inside.. she wont be working till sat or next week if im not wrong I REALLY WISH FOR A MIRACLE..REALLY WANNA MIRACLE BUT ITS IMPOSSIBLE FOR IT TO HAPPEN.. REALLY IMPOSSIBLE.. CAN U BELIEVE THAT GOD ACTUALLY LIES??HARHX I TOT THIS YR WILL BE A GOOD YR..BUT UNFORTUNATELY..IT HAS TO HAPPEN AGAIN??ITS NOT ONCE OR TWICE..ITS BEEN 3 TIMES FOR HEAVEN & GODSAKE!!!!! DID I OWE ANYONE THAT GOD HAS TO BE SO DAMN UNFAIR?? wen i came home,i saw dad's car outside..i was shocked as he said he will be back on thurs..but went hme to ask my maid...and then added to ask how come mum's jacket is at home too.. she kept pausing...and then i knew it was not looking good.. as she was gona say,i was already sensing bad...and negative thoughts were running in my head and mind.. then the words spilled out from her mouth i was RIGHT AGAIN i did not show any emotions.. but straight went into my room.. and i cried for a long time..came out to eat lunch..and came online for awhile now later will go back again.. i dono how to face my parents i will cry wen i see them later and as im typing,i dono why im tearing again.. i know i have to be strong,but how?? it has happened b4..but not exceeding longer than eva i have no mood to study either TIME WILL HEAL IF DATS WAD U SAY..BUT,IM MATURE AND MY FEELINGS ARE STRONGER EVEN.. TALKING SENSE INTO ME WILL NOT HELP..IM SORRY CUZ IT WAS IMPT TO ME..AND ALL I NEEDED WAS TIME BUT WITH IT NOW LIKE THIS,DON BOTHER KK? (im sorri for talking like this and not being more specific..)
Monday, June 25, 2007
ytd stayed at home and watched be strong geum soong(jia you jing shun)which is currently airing on chU from mon to fri.. cuz my mum borrowed from my aunt.. i wanna ask her for stained glass too..lol now my mum is currently addicted to it..and i had to be around cuz it was in chinese..haha so i became the translator and and guess wad?? it was the first time dat i stayed up together with my mum and maid to watch it until 11plus in the night.. cuz its a school day the next day(which is today)so she oways ask me to sleep early and not allowed to watch tv when there is ch the next day late in the night like ard 10plus onwards.. but ytd..it was a miracle and record breaking that i watched show until 11plus and dad did not say anything abt it today today went to school as per normal... thought mrs chow wld talk..but mr ang talked to us instead.. ms laura lau was in a bad mood today in the morning..lol and mr ang made us come back from our classroom and had to sit under the scorching sun!!haiz~(ITS VERI BAD) made 6classes go up the 3rd storey and come back down.. anyway,sat using the previous arrangements..with mr afghanistan(asyraff khan) in the middle of me and gan min. i think there is new seating arrangement by tmrw.. chem lesson was again fun and hilarious..lol~ the class esp the boys,kept sayin swee chin's name infront of mr patrick tan..haha it was really funny..cld not take it but im still laughin now to myself..haha~lol tmrw there is road run for the upper sec.. today ms lim said that this yr the chinese pp2 will be marked very strictly.. wen she said dat,i said to myslf dat i may have to retake it again in oct..haiz~ DAMN SCARED!!! and today timetable for the remaining days in wwss was given to us.. and our prelims starts on 23aug.. and ends on 14sept..lol and came back immediately after sch and watched the remaining ep of the show..lol this time i cried..cuz really touching..cuz it was already almost to the end.. they finally had the chance to be together cuz they loved each other..but they had to brk up cuz they wanted to get married..but the gal's child was the cause of the problems arising.. so determined she was to go through all the hurdle..not her.. but also the buy..gosh!! like these kind of shows..they really do have an impact on you when u watch them.. bu the show was oso veri funny..lol i love the grandmother..lol she rocks man!!!gosh!!! she is oso cute lorhx..hehe esp her and her daughter-in-law.. they both should act in other shows often anyway,today dad is not comin home until thurs.. dat means i have to sleep with mum but i have to climb up the stairs in the morning aft i get up..lol i lazy..cuz im still in LALALA land..hehe no choice..cuz dad said have to sleep with her.. anyway,im not watchin css2..cuz i have no mood to watch.. gona start packing my stuffs for sch tmrw.. nitex peeps..
Saturday, June 23, 2007
(i love him..my devil..haha~)
(alden styled his hair..looked weird..lol)
(julse & me..man~he has grown tall so fast!!!)
(my angel..me & sha)
(indie & me..my hair looks horrible..)
(no one touches them..its my cream..my dessert!!)
(i tell you..the cake was so hard..duh~ice cream cake..she was cutting but ntg was cut dat the plastic knife almost broke..lol)
(her 21st birthday ice-cream chocolate flavour cake from swensens..with dry ice near so it wont melt..)
