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Saturday, October 27, 2007
 (that smile on yr face)
(special order anyone?haha) O'levels has started. econs was ok..but was difficult from wad we expected..all of us tot since its the first yr,they might make it easy..but it was the opposite..the papers were difficult..hope moderation will be done..haha~lol chem paper,I GOT NO COMMENTS..for the only fact dat i did not finish the stupid paper on time..and its not the first time..prelims & mock exam2 oso..sheesh~ monday's tough and impt papers..
im dependin on my phy though i don really adore it..but for mr tan,haha~i will really stay up late and get up early to memorise..haha
have been watch she diao ying xiong zhuan..for my chinese lit..im a visual person you see..cnt depend on books..boon has been watchin with me..guiding me too~nv pay attention during CL LIT lessons last yr..opps
i changed my blog song..LOVE ON ICE-by DBSK
its an old song i think..who cares~haaa
i went photo hunting..for dbsk and chang min.
and so dats why i blog till now..so late..
when i have the chance after O'lvels,i will post them up..haah
for now,it will stay like dat..haha
i got more baby fats on my cheeks..lol
my teeth still not staright..haha~wth
i have a darker skin tone..
i have longer hair..
im just crapping my way..haha
no idea wad to write
anyway,my bed needs me..not slept on it for 2 days..cuz boon slept on it instead..wil come back soon..
nitex:)
no,its morning~
Saturday, October 20, 2007
its been one week and i tell you.. it was not a good week at all accusations,cries,laughters,scoldings,arguments etc and i think i really cnt hold it out IT WAS NOT EVEN MY FAULT..I WAS NOT EVEN AWARE THAT ALL WAS ONCOMIN.. AND YET U SCOLDED ME..now mayb its solved but the cold shoulder ur givin,not sure how long it will last 1mth?3mths?god knows just pondering,if only there was another kind of me,then mayb these ALL wld not have happened..like early this yr..rmb?by now,mayb im just leading peaceful life and awaiting for it? anyway,i was just wondering..haha JUST ONLY..u SUDDENLY see in the newspaper TEEN,16,DIES BEFORE O'LEVEL haha~of cuz i wont do dat i think its ridiculous..THE DUMBEST THG TO DO.(DUH) NONE OF YOU SHLD EVA THINK ABT IT..OTHERWISE I WILL KILL YOU~LOL everyone will be havin this experience but we must keep on goin..cuz wad we are expecting,is just infront.. mine is just over the limit but if i tell, mayb u will understand wad i mean.. ITS OUT OF LOVE..BUT TO ME IS TORTURE THERE'S JUST TOO MANY THINGS TO DO AND TO ABIDE TO not unless its just fated that it happens?like i got hit by a car?or i gorge myself too much that i died?HAHA i got so many silly ideas..but all these silly ideas are wad have happened to other people..its really sad..saw some on tv even recently but i have thought it all out since im gettin this,i might as well suffer now since this my last lap my first paper is on 23Oct..which is few days away or gona reach veri soon.. went to gek poh as usual.. ALL OF A SUDDEN,I SAW YOU OF CUZ U DID NOT SEE ME AND SUDDENLY EVERYTHING FLASHED BACK im glad i got to know and mixed with you mayb after O all of us can be introduced formally?haha till then..take care everyone all da best for yr O'levels for those takin this yr
Friday, October 19, 2007
i was curious..and of cuz,went to try..haha~
nv expected the outcome
NURSE?SOCIAL WORKER??HAHA~VERI TRUE!!!OMG..HAHA
you have to go and try it..ahah
| You Are An ESFJ |  The Caregiver
You are sympathetic and caring, putting friends and family first.A creature of habit, you prefer routines and have trouble with change.You love being in groups - whether you're helping people or working on a project.You are good at listening, laughing, and bringing out the best in people.
In love, you value harmony and mutual understanding.You will apologize or give someone the benefit of the doubt, if it means getting over a fight sooner.
At work, you are good at building relationships and connecting with people.You would make a great nurse, social worker, or teacher. How you see yourself: Organized, dependable, co-operative
When other people don't get you, they see you as: Opinionated, critical, and know-it-all |
Saturday, October 13, 2007
HISTORY IS REPEATING ITSELF
it just does not seem ritex
mayb it took quite a while to accept dat it might happen again?
i dono why..
its like god does not want everything to be smooth for me..
there has just to be somethgs dat are negative and lesser positive things
can anyone say WHY?i doubt
it happened a few yrs ago..and i just feel it will happen again
not thinkin abt it wont help either cuz im tryin to help save it
i guess the wall has really gotten bigger this time
theres just no proper communication unlike last time
be it Olevels,time etc..we cnt turn the clock back
mayb it was my fault
sometimes i just wonder why..how come we all ended up like this
be it laughter,tears,joy,anger..we shared and had it all
thinkin how it all started,i just cnt figure it out but smile to myself becuz im lucky to have met and known you or all
sometimes i wondered how we came this far..
who was it that kept it alive and goin till today..us?
thinking of wad were the things we did together which to me..
i will never forget ever..EVA(greatful to you or all)
it was not similar to the rest of the people we cld do with
cuz we knew each other VERY well
mayb its me whose thinkin too much
i just hope so
everyone has probs
which person in this world does not have?
but we can share it together..WE CAN MAKE IT THROUGH THE RAIN
we are all different..
or mayb its me?
no one is perfect
sometimes small negative things dat happen to us,its just silence..we look away when we see each other..pretending we dono dat we actually existed in reality
but after awhile,its back to laughters,craziness,fun and all dat
and it repeats again
everytime it repeats,i wonder,ask myself,is it my fault?
did those words need to be out?
even if i apologise,u will be angry with me still
sometimes it mayb a misunderstandin..
although it may now be just somethg which i ought to get used to it..
attitudes of peoples wont change too
but its so rare that u see it happenin btwn other peeps
we hardly talk nowadays..
its just so weird these days
its really as though we are strangers
have we changed?
or im thinkin too much again?
but i really thank you or all for everything..
drawing away from it?
stepping out?
forgetting everyting?
IM SORRY IF I DID HURT YOU OR ALL~
lets just wait and see wad happens
thankx!Joce,for being there for me when it all happened:)
Friday, October 12, 2007
die arhx for practicals!!!!!
CHEM MY TITRATION READING DIF FROM MS SIM
LIKE SO FAR
PHY THE GRAPH LINE I DREW STRAIGHT LINE
ny i don think i can secure a B for science
actually practicals are to determine yr A's
but my science not veri good
at most C5 or B4..if i get B3..i think i will be the heappiest peson on eath
cuz my science never ever scored B before..
no la..mayb for chem yes
but neve for phy..
phy at most is C5..
im studyin at either mac or kfc..
with mel
mel and i have tot of wad we want to do aft O'level
we had the same goal..haha
and same method surprisingly
and we became mad people during the waiting on tue
she stayed over at my hse ytd..
lol~mel's bro is so cute..haha
its exactly 1MONTH TILL O'LEVELS FINISH!!!
12-10-07 to 12-11-07..
last paper is on 12nov
first paper is on 23oct
how fast time flies
im gona mug like crazy..
i want to be satissfied with my results..
cnt slack
MUG PEEPS!!
last and final lap:)
all da best too
Friday, October 05, 2007
so its been one week sonce i blogged and since i graduated from westwood.. not much of any diff but just miss the laughters and noises from my class 4HZUSAMMEN~haha next week is my practicals for my pure phy on tue and pure chem on thurs. its really scar esp for phy..well,mayb both mostly as im just scared i will panic and not noe wad to do.. dats wad happened for my phy prelim practical..haha and mr tan had to come over to guide me..so pai seh..sheesh mock exam 2 ended and im just waitin to se my results again.. most impt i want to see wad the outcome for my econs is.haha and speakin abt econs,i was doin my paper ytd when THERE WAS ABLACKOUT IN SCHOOL!!!!HAHAHAH I CLD NOT BELIEVE IT..FIRST TIME IN MY 4YRS IN WWSS,THERES A BLACKOUT AND EVEN BETA,DURING MY EXAM?? I WAS WRITING WHEN I REALISED THE NEXT SECOND,MY BLUE INK ON THE PAPER TURNED BALC..LOL and everyone was like laughin like crazy..cuz they dono whether to continue or to just wait and see we tot we cld get 5extra mins..but in the end they did not give..lol and the whole of the AVA rom was dark..but cld see everyone..and the next thg,all were askin for me..esp kenneth and leonard..irritatiing guys and when shu hui open the end door to let light come into the room,it was like..you are in heaven..lol those kind of scenes whereby its like ur lost and suddenly theres this light which shows the way or somethg??yeah that was the exact replica that happened..it was wad i call..COOL~haha but too bad we were not filming it..wth boon is comin over to stay at my hse for 1month during the O'levels thats great as i got another compnion..if not im bored to death at home..haha went to the dentist today..i forgot wad i wanted to say..hha~never mind i got so many things i want to do after O'levels my aunt was askin and pursuading my mum to go with her overseas for a holiday.. but my mum cnt and she asked me to go instead with my aunt and my aunt does not noe where to go.. she said mayb new york city and i was like NYC??omg or mayb EUROPE??and i was like are u serious?? or anywhere as long its not malaysia or somewhere near SGP.. haha~see how larhx i want to work after O'levels i want to watch tv and movies and shows after O'levels i want to go shopping after O'levels i want to do alort of sports after O'levels i want to do alort more things after O levels haha~i have so many things in mind.. doin babysitting as well..haha oh yes..
if yr wondering how come theres this handsome guy above at the start of the post..
its my new and hottest guy dat im into lately
from famous kor and jap boyband
BONG BANG SHIN KI..haha
i love them now..
got influenced from many peeps
thankx to them otherwise will not noe there is this handsome guy that actucally exist..ahah
his name is max chang min..
youngest in dbsk..ahha
handsome ritex??haha
kk gtg now..watchin yin ye san jia yi again..ahah
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