im alright..like i said,i don keep grudges mannx!!i miss mdm wijaya..i did not noe she missed me too~ahaha lol~she made me laugh when she said we can go hav lunch since i live near the school..cuz she so long never talk to me and want to talk abt stuffs~almost cried when i talk to her usin ms chen's phone..did not keep in touch with her for months..homecomin oso did not see her too see when i can meet up with her and talk and crap with her..yeah! crap with her..ahah this yr,and now being sept,im gettin scared and hatin everyday that passes by.. anyway,DID U RD NEWSPAPER?????????? F4 meteor garden,the final,jap version,is out in cinemas!!!omggggggg i wan2 watch i watched the tv series 1&2 and loved it..now its final and gona end,i soooooo wan2 watch..don care but when i think of the exams,i think twice again whether i shld watch i dono wad day it is today..but i needed ALORT of tissue papers..cuz i teared and cried..ahaha I GET VERI EMOTIONAL EASILY..thankx to the chromosomes in me watched the last episodes of mfbbt..XIAO JIE played the guitar while singing SHINee 's pretty noona(previous blogsong)..lol!!!!so niceeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee melted my heart and so i cried another one was AH WEI..he played the piano and sang jay chou's song(cnt rmb)though he did not sing well..but he PLAYED WELL for a begginer..i hav not touched the piano for so long i wan to be able to play nice songs for people..but i cnt u ask me to play and read,I CNT DO IT..my sightreadin sucks totally..so i hav to memorise..if i make mistake suddenly,then i will stare at the notes and then i will play..wastin people's time see people startin later but doin well in it just~it just makes me hate myself for not being able to do it well..so cried while watchin ah wei playin the piano then came DUO DUO..he played the piano so fast!!!omg~my eyes were like moving here and there within seconds..i admire him..seein how fast he played with no tiredness and he seemed happie and relaxed while playin,made me just asked myself why cant i be like that esp when he is the same age as me and esp when IM A GIRL who learnt it for 8-9yrs plus..EMBARRASSING people say it takes time etc..but i took dono how long and my sight reading still cnt improve only talented people like him or jay chou can do it..except me later on watched the selection of mfbbt for the final top10 to be in a new grp..so sad to see those who did not make it when they were only 1 step closer to their dreams..dats the cruelty of the entertainment industry!!EITHER WIN OR LOSE..NO SUCH THING OF BEING IN THE MIDDLE~goodness same applies for studies..mannx but its wad people say..PART & PARCEL OF LIFE i dono but somehow im scared of this phrase..just give me the shivers alright..i'll end here..wordy post~makin my eyes confused haiya!!
