its beeen long yeah???haha its really been one crazy week you noe just 1 month and there are so many people killing themselves(mind you it has hit over 10 people in one month)!!!really veri scary..and just since july/aug,it tally's to even more deaths..AND MOST OF THEM ARE STUDENTS..really shockin today,i was really in a happie mood(i oso dono why..mayb had pancakes for breakfast so made the start so gooood) and went for class..and then my tchr told us this (feels to me)DEPRESSING NEWS.. cuz one of the tchr from the centre went to malaysia and saw a tchr from cambridge and he said that the papers this yr WILL BE DIFFICULT,STANDARDS HAVE RAISED CUZ THEY SAID EDUCATION STANDARD HERE IS HIGH AND SO QUESTIONS WLD BE MORE HARDER THAN THE PAST YEARS(no pt doin past yr papers)..i hope its not true..REALLY HOPE ITS JUST MY WISHFUL THINKIN!! and being me obviously,i almost i tell you(cuz im sensitive & gettin too emotional),almost wanted to cry..made me so scared of it even more and when i got home,i saw my books everything,tears just welled up my eyes..so many questions flashin through my mind..wad if i cnt do/make it??wad if i screw it up??AH!!!!i dono~seriously.. had so many nice and funny things to share,but i forgot and dont feel like it today~sorri :( today's post sounds so not good at all..i'd try the next post,makin it HAPPIER POST :-) mayb motivation from seeing CHANG MIN & XIAO JIE might do the trick..i'll go and find their picts online now..goodnitex...
