when i looked at changmin's pict above the first time,the first thing that came to my mind was 'OMYFREAKINGOD!!HE LOOKS LIKE A LADY!!' hahaha..cuz of the way he smile,or mayb my eyesight got prob??hahahaha in any case,his still adorable :)did not blog for one week.this past week has been rather,unimaginable..i dono how to explain esp ytd..so many things hav happened be it outside/at home
somehow im curious,its the first time i did not realise/sense it(cuz my gut feeling wld hav made me guess but this time,NOPE)..but now,im lost,really lost..mixed emotions!i dono how to explain
this sounds really dramatic but heck!
anyway,ytd i was in the car..it was rainin but later it stopped..suddenly my dad said there was a rainbow in the sky..i looked up but cld not see anythin cuz the trees were blockin..and for the next few mins,kept tryin to see it while my parents cld see it on and off
then there was an open road with lesser trees blockin the sky view and i got to see the rainbow and out of nowhere the sun came out shinnin from behind
aft seein the rainbow,somehow it gave me some hope that everything was gonna be or will be alright..i believe and leave it in the hands of the man above..FATE/DESTINY
u see,im a SENSITIVE person..i kept havin negative tots runnin in my mind while not being able to find the rainbow as it has happened on the day itself!cuz if u did not see it,its a bad omen,meanin something bad wld happen!or even beta,2things will hav a nagative outcome and thats it(TOUCHWOOD)!i noe i was thinkin too much,really too much of/into it..but i just want things to be alright..thats all
its not like i have NEVER seen a rainbow in my life but its different for ytd..wld definitely hav an impact on the promise i have made to wad happened..and if anything were to happen at any point of time,i tell you,i will go bersak..i noe myself
apologies for wads written on top..just a way to express how i felt/am feelin of wad happened
that aside~now im slowly learning cantonese aft watchin moonlight resonance!!!haha,well it takes time anyway..somemore its only based on speakin so the more i hear i can learn faster :D
exactly one week on next mon,shar wld be in sgp for 4days stopover to australia!!whoohoo
kk,im off to bed now..toodles
