i just came back from my grands place!ytd was a total blast wit the ladies,can die laughin non-stop(cn go either to jack or boon's blog to find out more)!!too bad no camera wit us the whole time except the start n end!!picts gotta grab from jack! i tot dad wld be back tmrw morn(gave wrong info to alort of ppl who asked abt him~woops!)he came bk home this morn ard 7plus and he is sick,feelin really bad!!he's voice is AMAZIN,cold is bad,flu,sore & injured legs..first time eva this has happened to him! my mum/maid seems happie to hav me bk at home(they say the hse is too quiet without me!!im touched~lol) anyway,its the last day of 2008!!few hrs more and its 1st jan 2009 lookin back at 2008,i think its been an interestin & definitely a memorable yr(for me personally),so many things happened!! i think there are countless of things that happened which its impossible to list it down here,be it personally,globally etc! when a yr comes to an end,theres definitely a bound to hav 'sweet/sour/salty/bitter' taste/experience moments when lookin back at the yr! every yr i try to tell myself that the new yr will be even beta,and that my bad habbits hav to be thrown to be bin!!but i always fail this 'new yr resolution/wish!!'it suckx really badly cuz i will hate myself for it..sayin but wit no action performin it!! im gona give myself a last chance!to throw it away for next yr to be beta!if by the end of next yr i hav not done it,i'll be a total regret in my early yrs of my life alright,though im not at marina bay or somewhere theres excitin partae or wadeva,im gona enjoy the last moments of 2008 wit my dinner pizza!!
just 2days more to 2009!!how fast time really flies came back from my west-side grands place ard 8pm..mannx had a great time there my grandma told me some stories..which made me realise I WAS A TERROR WHEN I WAS A YOUNG KID!!the bad/interestin thg is,i cnt rmb them at all~lol she told me when i was ard 5-6yrs old,attendin kindergarten..my previous maid had gone back for holiday and so my grandma n her maid came over to take care of me..and the maid was terrified of me!hahaha(she even asked my grandma whether cld she not take me to sch!!lol)n the reason was bcuz i hit her ONLY ONCE..(cnt rmb wad my grandma said the reason was..)BAD/NOTORIOUS KID!! another time,i and my previous maid went to her previous hse..i was only 8-9yrs old??and all of a sudden i took the broom and started doin the hsework,esp sweepin the floor real good..then my maid said it was time to go but i insisited to stay and fin cleanin/sweepin and head home..but my maid kept askin me to go home n she hit me cuz i was stubborn..and BEING AN INNOCENT KID WIT A PURE HEART OF JUST WANTIN TO HELP MY GRANDMA,I TOOK THE BROOM & HIT MY MAID'S HEAD REAL BADLY!!(of cuz no blood!!f not i'll be dead meat)hahahahahahahaha(today when i think back,i cnt believe myself either)all i wanted was to stay bk n finish up my chores but my maid still wanted me to go home my previous maid was wit us 3months aft i was born till i was pri 5..which was 11yrs plus!!but i grew attached to her cuz she took care of me since young,cried when she left!!but i love my current maid(of cuz i don hit her)!! my grandma oso told me something which made me so pissed/angry/frustrated/sad n wantin to take revenge on that person you expect me to pretend it did not take place???u heartless,mean,greedypig,brainless(when people do dirty work like wad u did,n die where they go to??u noe the ans!u don think of the consequences)when i hav the chance to see u next time,i hell make sure you'll be dead meat!!'YES,im this mean cuz you cld hav caused death u $^%@*^# to a young person,overall esp to this kind of ppl!!my grandma called the person so many bad names(damn cute n funny she was,when she said those many many names!!)but she asked me not to do anythin cuz its all in the past n everythings back to normal,its been fixed!!most imptly,it wld be dangerous for me,esp my life!!i will definitely do something abt it still!if the person was part of the family,WORST,easy for me but ur SOOOO near,a stone's throw away is all it takes!!!muahahhaa somemore the rest of the family dono abt it!!if the rest noe,DIE,CONFIRM!!! BUT,when i hrd u injured ur arm or yr wrist whicheva,I BET YOU FELT MY 'LOVE' or JOY??I WAS DEFINITELY ON CLOUD 9!!like wad my grandma oways say,EVERY ACTION THERES A REACTION!!but still,u cnt get away wit it!hahahaha feel so great aft ventin out here..cnt believe im so mean!!omg..this is veri bad!!but i guess i will be excused for this.. alright!i think its time i head to slumber land and get ready for the outin tmrw wit the ladies n later head back to my grands place again to stay over for more fun!!
came back from my east-side grands hse ytd night in the end i stayed over,somemore i was lazy to go home ard 10plus in the nitex daryll n debs were ard..muffins's was ard(she is their dog)..manxx she is so lovin to her owners..wish my dog wld be like that but he wont bother abt me at all unless its his biscuits(or rather snacks time)..he will be obedeitn but later on,practically ignore me i had a good time laughin at my grandparents..my grandfather was esp cute..wit his usual jokes and all!! anyway,just dropped by zawani's blog..lol!!IM SO HONOURED cuz i hold a special meanin in her heart(sawani,you too have a special place in my heart) & TOUCHED she did the quiz but she erm,she did something VERY WRONG!!!she isnt supposed to write my name as one of the 10peeps(cuz i tagged her to do the quiz)~hahaha but i kept laughin at her post!!i noe SHE MISSES ME!!haha alright goin now to get change to go for my mum's aunt's memorial service in the church and thereafter,head to my west-side grandparents place to stay over..love my weekends!! finally man-u went back to 3rd position!!lets see how they play tmrw morn..hav to update my bigggg 'cheif' who is far away abt the results!!lol
#1.The first person who tagged on your blog is: the last i cleared,i tagged it first..but the next person who tagged it was jian yang..
#2 Your relationship with him/her: close friends
#3 Your impression of him/her: SMALL EYES!!!ahahaha
#4 The most memorable thing he/she has done for you: not of anything i rmb??
#5 The most memorable thing he/she said to you: 'CUZ YOUR BLACK!!'lol~haha
#6 If he/she become your lover you will: i dono,it wld be very weird..
#7 If he/she become your lover, thing(s) he/she has to improve/change will be: i hav no idea
#8 If he/she become your enemy, you will: hahahahahahahaha..probably kill him..lol
#9 If he/she become your enemy, the reason will be: see him not happie,cuz he can draw so well n i cant draw at all??hahaha~lol wad a reason!!hah
#10 The most desired thing you want to do for him/her now is: hahahaha!!hav a nice conversation wit lay teng..he is so mean to her you noe!!
#11 Your overall impression of him/her is: a straighforward person..hahahaha!!he really is a nice person,sometimes can go out of control..lol!!but a very talented person in art i must say!!
#12 How you think people around you feel about you?: u hav to ask them yrself..mayb thinkin im crazy??'evil' sometimes??muahahaha!!unable to control my laughter..
#13 The characteristic(s) that you love about yourself is: can self entertain easily..veri patient(wit a veri long limit to losin my patience)..can go hyper at times!!
#14 On the contrary, the stuff you hate about yourself are: doin things at the eleventh hr..its not change since pri sch!!bad thg
#15 The most ideal person you want to be is: none other than yrs truely!!
#16 Say something to those who care and like you: thankx for everything..for being there when i needed u guys the most..if u hav any probs,i hope i can help you guys in anyway i can!!love all of you so much!!SA-RANG-HAE-YO:D
#17 Pass this quiz to 10 people (tag those with blogs): 1.boonyik 2.cheryl 3.hannah 4.jianyang 5.jocelyn 6.meixian 7.melissa 8.shaun 9.yongkuang 10.zawani
#18 Who is no.6 having relationship with? wit her les,meiting..haha
#19 Is no.9 a male or female? confirmed a MALE!!lol
#20 If 7 and 10 are together, will it be a good thing? i don think so..cuz they will end up fightin over sheikh instead!!lol
#21 What is no. 2 studying? i forgot wads the cse she's takin..soree!!
#22 When was the last time you had a chat with no. 3? late last month..
#23 What kind of music does no. 8 like? anykinds i guess..
#24 Does no. 1 has any siblings? yup!an elder bro n a younger sis..
#25 Will you woo no. 3? oh!she is already my darling..hah
#26 How abt no. 7? she is already my babe!hahaha
#27 Is no. 4 single? yes,he is available for anyone
#28 What's the surname of no. 5? chan!!haha
#29 Whats the hobby of no. 10? callin me crissy..admiring n 'fightin' wit ZAKI(cute ritex~hah)!!cuz she 'dumped' aliff..poor guy!!
#30 Does no. 5 and 9 get along well? nope!they dono each other at all
#31 Where is no. 2 studying at? at RP,in woodlands!!
#32 Talk something casually about no. 1! she is called sadie,has the habit to talk to herself.she is veri intelligent but blur abit!
#33 Have you tried developing feelings for no. 6? nope..lol
#34 Where does no. 9 lives? in boon lay way..full add,no idea(i only noe its the same blk as cheryl n jy)
#35 What colour does no. 4 like? black n/or white??aint sure
#36 Are no. 5 and 1 best friends? nope!they dono each other at all
#37 Does no. 1 have any pets? nope!!but she loves dogs..
#38 Is no. 7 th sexiest person in the world? no doubt!!!she is veri hot,prettae,sexae!!mei nu(preetee gal)!!
#39 What is no. 6 doing now? mayb havin lunch??peelin the chicken skillfully in mac??still rmb that incident..lol so cute!!
its 15mins past christmas..as i suspected,in the end did not do anything for christmas..stayed at home!first time my christmas was spent at home the whole day..funny thg,it does not feel like its christmas at all..haha anyway,and im chattin wit sawani..eh,typo error,its zawani(im not wearin spects so cnt see..lazy to delete so nv md larhx!~ritex??) we were discussing abt class gatherin..cuz we were supposed to go to mdm siti harjar hse for haji.. but we hav a new meetin date..so just hav to wait n see the response from everyone can die laughin while talkin to her..hahaha mannx i miss her..nono,i miss 4h(07)peeps!! just went to zawani's blog and i saw the stand n deliver 1h(04) video..hahaha nuqman's innocent face last time..haha he looks so different!!from head to toe! zawarni(that was how it was spelt at the end of the video~lol) was 'higher' last time~lol n i was just talkin to him..still 'gayin' wit the whole bunch..hahahahaha alright..im off to sleep now..surprise surprsie(its not big..)tmrw/later zawani!!hahaha tmrw/later im off to my east-side grands place..not sure if i'll be back or stayin over..see how it goes
MERRY CHRISTMAS PEEPSIES!!!즐거운 성탄절 보내세요(mc in kor)!!!! ytd went out wit the ladies to novena..it was an awesome day!!!haha jacklyn lee has a new name i made made for her..MISS BU LIANG=JACKLYN LEE lately she has been watchin the drama,bu liang xiao hua(miss no good),and has been addicted to the main actress,Jiang Xiao Hua(rainie yang)..be it the talkin,actions!!lol ritex miss bu liang???hahahahahaha anyway,most of our time were spent in square2..cuz of the kor shops..bgt kor rice cakes and shared..it was really nice but spicy abit..bgt kor kueh too n it taste reallllllllly goood..aft eatin,we were so fulll(it was to last us till dinner time..which was 4hrs plus away) saw this shop which had dbsk socks(damn cute larhx)n went in..jacklyn just went crazy(cuz of her other darlings bsides u-know,featured there)lol window shopped only cuz i don think i need anything at the moment EXCEPT FOR A GOOD HAIRCUT!!argh when we went to urban male,jacklyn said one of the guy looks abit like wilbur pan wei bo(he acts in bu liang xiao hua too)..me n boon did not think so..LOL jacklyn misses her 'TANG MUN'..hahahahaha my god im abit influence by her now..'HAO NA'~i beta stop it now!!!!!!! went to HANSAM kor family restaurant for dinner..its like seoul garden but beta..we almost wanted to leave(we were in the midst of q-ing)but the couple infront of us went in..so we decided to wait it paid off to wait..the food was definitely filling,fantastic!!!we ate healthy food..lol in the meantime,i need to buck up on my kor cookin..esp since i found a place where i can buy other kor ingredients..wahahaha its 1plus in the early morn..dono wads the plan for today..cant go visiting this yr my maid is goin church wit my grands maid..so left wit mum n me at home!!may go out wit my mum n walk ard~see wad my mum has to say when i see her later in the morn..nitex for now it feels weird not goin there all of a sudden..esp since i like goin there during this time..i miss that place..wonder if i can go there again..
finished watchin last scandal..omg its really so sweet n funny n touchin..choi jin sil is the main lead here..mannx she is really good!!haha and not to forget,pretty i did not noe abt this show or her until i hrd abt her death!!life's just not fair.. i managed to finish watchin remainin 10 eps before 4pm!!so i oso managed to do my cookin of kor soup.. and i have to say~the outcome was...... A SUCCESS!!!!!(r u surprised??i was when everthg was over~thank heavens)wahahahaha my first time cookin soup!!it was not really bad!!except that i put alort of water and ingredients into the soup..makin it overflow ABIT ONLY(aft the last item was put in)..or mayb its bcuz the pot which i tot was enough to fit everything in was small!??oh well had no help for it..except the cutting of the garlics n onions(wanted to cut small like normal cookin..but forgot its for a soup..mygod) cutting of tofu was the worst..so slippery..took like 3-4mins just to dice the tofus(first time cutting tofu..afraid it will slip or be uneven!!!)BUT IN THE END I ACCIDENTALLY DROPPED A DICED TOFU.. added mushrooms,potatoes,carrots,tofu,prawns,sotong..i hav no name for this soup cuz initallly its supposed to be tofu soup but seafood was added so..just leave it nameless for the time being(anyway its not impt)..or mayb seafood soup??sounds weird everyting was fine..till the end..LOL!!my maid added 1 TEEENY WEENY DROP of sesame oil and it spoiled the original taste(she said she added cuz the smell was really unbearable)but thats the smell of the soybean paste(it smells of miso soup) overall,it was good!!im so proud of myself for not 'destroying' the kitchen's look!!idk~i feel if u cook soups,it brings trouble!!i guess i think like that is due to the fact u have to make sure it is PROPERLY BOILED to prevent frequent toilet visitings..cuz everythg is in the soup u cnt see fully unlike cookin dishes,u can tell if its cooked ornot!! i have boiled/cooked my kor soup now..glad i FINALLY DID IT(instead of daydreamin,thinkin i cnt fullfill that..or sayin i will do,but in then end,no result!)..soon i hav to do more and get my sushi done!!(mayb shld ask my neighbour abt diff cookings of jap food..lol) now i beta go n sleep otherwise my mum will scold me in the morn for sleepin late nitex peepsies!!!
went for my aunt's 'aft funeral prayers'(dono wads it called in eng) somehow its like she planned it so well,bringin back everyone together(one phone call from her son,everyone just helped)..allowin people to see each other aft long time,catch up wit the rest,just like the old days i think one-quarter of them there,i hav nv seen before..but im glad for gettin to noe them today(99% of the time they are tellin me i look like my mum when she was young..my god) everyone cooked and brgt their own food..over 20plus dishes..lol!!!food cld no be finished still~hah aft lunch there,mum n my maid dropped me off at novena and just walked ard and got my dbsk cd(my maid seriously needs help)cnt wait to get her hands to the cd(cuz of wrong no song)..and i forgot that novena velocity and novena square is different..blurblock!!(so long nv gone there..so cnt rmb)mannx the place is worst than vivocity..so confusing,nearly got lost wanted to go novena square(which is bside novena velocity)but it was already goin to be 4plus. later went to orchard and walked ard taka and headed to cine n bgt my kor groceries and finally came home ard 5plus ate my sushi from cold-storage for dinner..cnt believe im so full just aft eatin a few pieces..tmrw supposed to try out my own cookin of my kor food..guess im addicted to a show now(hav to fin by tmrw asap)damn funny~Lol an-nyeong
at this time(10.33pm)dad shld be on the plane havin his dinner he's not gona be celebratin new yr or christmas wit us!!mannx mum and i were supposed to accompany him,but CHANGE OF PLANS!!!!so christmas n new yr is spent in sgp asusal..dono wad i will do on those 2 days.. ytd watched Bolt(a-must-watch-movie-recommended-by-moi!!haha so hilarious)wit boon's fens,boon and jack..later went for np's danzation '08..IT WAS FABULOUS!!they were either krumpin,popin,housin,hip-hopin,ballroomin(yeah!!ballroom dancin to hip-hop music)etc~it was definitely jaw-droppin..but the most memoriable one was the 2nd last performance(tittled:daddy can i have this last dance)damn touchin..thank goodness i did not cry otherwise it wld be embarrassin my past few days have been funn and most of the time im laughin away~all i can say,my family never fail to make me laugh..i love them to bits and pieces i called my grandma's maid to ask her somethin(on behalf of my maid)then she picked up fr the masterbed room and at the same time my grandfather picked up from the livin room..talked to him for awhile n asked him for their maid,HE PASSED ME OVER TO MY GRANDMA INSTEAD!!hahahaha damn cute and he's usual way of talkin to my grandma..'madam(meh-dam),yr jurong grandaughter!!' lol..aft talkin to my grandma tehn they passed the phone to her..love my grands!!!so cute n funny was watchin dbsk's wrong no performance in e nitex on tv..next day my maid asked to see e performance(oso let her watch some of their other mv)..let her watched and introduced wonder girls's nobody song to her too..SHE LIKED THEM BOTH!!!hahaha later in th e nitex,i was talkin to my mum where my maid was havin her dinner..suddenly out of e blue,my maid started singin 'U'VE GT E WRONG NO(x2),IM SORRI U'VE GT E WRONG NO,SO DON CALL ME NO MORE!!'(i started to laugh crazily of her sudden singin and mum looks at her in shock..assumin she has lost her mind' almost fell to the floor the way she sang it..damn hilarious!!!my mum still had no idea where that came fr(even tot my maid made it up for fun)until my maid explained to her mannx!!i cld go on and on and on wit more but it wld be way too long.. anyway,i just cant wait for tmrw(will be a long n tiring day though it'd be)whooohhoooo..so gona do my own grocery shoppin for food.. ah-dios!!!!
HAPPIE 23rd BELATED BIRTHDAY XIAH JUNSU & KIM JUNHO!!(xjs's twin bro..did u noe that??i did not)BETA LOOKIN than xiah junsu!!(thats wad i feel)ahahahaha
did not noe it was his b'day(cuz he registered his b'day on 1st jan) until i was on one website and they were quite a number of birthday msgs and the picts 99.8% were all xjs... anyway,i have been havin dreams that i nv expected for 3 consecutive days(nv even dreamt for 3 consecutive days either)somehow im freakin out cuz they r gd,ppl say dreams dat are opposite of reality or the other way round~dono if either or none of it is true..nobody noes)i sensitive larhx.. SAT MORN:i dreamt iWAS IN TAIWAN(when can i go there physically??argh)!!!!OHMYGOOOOODNESS..i was just on cloud9!!!i met new frens and one particular fren's parents brgt me to WEN QUAN GUAN(shit i forgot wads its called in eng~its where u soak in hot water)the scenary was so beautiful & lovely..food was PERFECT..sadly,did not get to see any famous peeps..
SUN MORN:SECRET!!wahahahaha damn high i tell you but when i woke up,was so devastated & sad that it was a dream..haiz
MON MORN:i dreamt i was on a bus wit people i did not noe..and suddenly,i recieved a call from my mum sayin that o's results were out..VERY NO CONNECTION,SUDDENLY THE RESULTS WERE GIVEN TO ME PERSONALLY ON A PIECE OF PAPER..i wasSOhappy with the results(damn scary!!omg my heart almost came out..but dono if that will happen to meIN REALITY~god) anyway,i was thinkin/wondering,3 positive/happie dreams for once,consecutively,is it a sign(good or bad??or both)..will something happen??hope that somthg which is abt those 3 dreams comes true..esp the 3rd dream..haiz
some of dbsk videos~
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vG5sWYLAJAs&feature=channeldbsk encore performance onGOLDEN DISK AWARDS..to watch the whole thing,u can navigate easily on the left(but no eng subs)..dbsk won 3awards,one of it is album of the yr(its the biggest award overall)and the encore performance at the end,CHANGMINhigh pitch 'scream' went off quite obvious(zao xia)cuz he was so happie(or perhaps out of breath..it was hilarious but i loved it)hahahaha
they sang theCLEAN VERSION OF MIROTIC..instead of 'UNDER MYSKIN',it was sung as 'UNDER MY SKY'(which is the original version..somehow it was 'banned' all of a sudden cuz of the lyrics)
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=aud8tJQII20&feature=relatedoh yes,hav i said there was a show which xiah introduced he's twin bro to everyone??haha i think i did not..yupp,he has a twin bro(i did not noe until i watched the show,not even that XIAHWAS A TWIN)
AND I TELL YOU,HE'S BRO IS REALLY FUNNY AND CUTE AND HANDSOME(he can dance well)hahaha he is definitely more manly than xiah(appearance and character wise)hahaha
this show has only u-noe,xiah & micky..really hilarious esp micky's fren..hahaha too reliable on micky...lol
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vVc-6MPPqIQ&feature=related(ep 2)..family outing only wit xiah & u-noe..part1,u'll know why i call him dorky..part 2 u-noe's head suffered loss of 1023brain cells from being damaged(how?watch!!)..and all i can say,xiah's head suffered loss of 186329 brain cells towards the end(must see carefully)..bound to make u wanna watch again..hahahaha ciao
its the last weeks of 2008..christmas is just ard the corner
2wks ago i lost my (dad's side)grandma's brother..n on tue i lost my (mum's side)grandfather's sister
i dono why we hav to go through this again!its part n parcel of life,yes i noe that,but its just not ritex,esp at the wrong time,esp it so sudden..sometimes god is so cruel(cuz he wants to test ppl)
and this yr,i hav lost total of 4-5relatives..it just seems so unfair to our family and the scariest or strangest thing is,previously,i lost 2 relatives early this yr was just within 4days..
i still rmb i wanted to watch somethg as i had my lunch during my o's preparation period so everyday wld look for vcd/dvd(parents unaware)to allow me to relax(tv cable taken out =cnt watch tv shows at all)and so one very fine day,i took out my grandparents 50th anniversary vcd..and there i saw my aunt her ususal self..
no doubt,she looked so hipped and lively,always wit a smile,SHE LOVED TO JOKE,MAKIN THOSE ARD HER SMILE & LAUGH WIT HER,talkin like no tmrw,but she was a diebetic patient for few yrs only and cld not control her intake on sweet stuffs
my grandma's a diebetic patient for 20-30plus yrs but she controls her sweet intakes n keeps tellin her to control her's too..everyone tried tellin my aunt to control but she just was the person who loved to enjoy her life to the fullest..always made sure she was dressed up very well before steppin out of the hse
howeva,just last yr,she was hospitalised all of a sudden
as i watched the vcd,it just hit me really bad,makin me realise HOW DIFFERENT SHE LOOKED NOW & THEN..
still rmb i went to the hospital to see her aft her opts but did not manage to see her in her home,which was where she last was..she cld not recognise people except her son
when i saw her the first time in the hospital,that was when i realised how powerful a sickness can do to a person FULLY..u cnt recognise her at all..n i just cldnt hold my emotions..
saw her the last time today..for the past over 10 long months,today she looked so beautiful aft wad she has been through..she cried,suffered so much but fought so bravely and hard despite her illness,still asusual jokin wit people she saw..
she is foreva in our memories,in our prayers
aft everythg,suddenly there was butterfly comin in,flutterin into where everyone was gathered..it was so strange seein it..i n sasha exchanged glances n we were thinkin of the same thg..yup she was ard,watchin us & bcomin our guardian angel
we will miss you esp yr smile & jokes,till we meet again
SELAMAT HARI RAYA HAJI TO ALL MUSLIMS ARD THE WORLD!!!! i loveeeeeeeee today's weather..so coolin and exceptionally cold!!!it sld rain like this more often hw nice if the weather everyday wld be like today's weather..so tempted to go to a cold country(has got to be during winter season)sooooooooon!!!but dono when that will be.....cold weather plus eatin my kor soup wit rice!!!waaaaaah shiok anyway,if u rmb in my previous post i mentioned i had to assist in my cousin's lunch..looks like i hav another job/mission my dog,YES MY DOG(bcomin like a baby..or wad i call,lazy bum~ahah)needs me to be ard nowadays,as he eats his dinner..my maid who is closest to him,doesnt listen to her to eat now(cuz he is lazy nowadays,sometimes wont bother to eat)my dad,the most strict one wit him and whom my dog is afraid,oso doesnt listen to him..my mum is busy but is most kind to him(not fierce at all)still cnt make him eat im more you noe,hmmm,abit loud at him and not 'veri kind' like as though i don bother abt him(bt i do!)im kind to him(no doubt i do!)n he is listenin to me all of a sudden..like as though theres sudden snow in sgp..last time wadeva i say to him,he doesnt listen to me but to my maid/dad..he will be nasty if im unlucky..now the table has turned..he waits for me like a queen so that he can fin his dinner..lazy & pampered ritex??i hav to 'scold' him,then he will start eatin..he is relying on me,in my presence to make him fin up his dinner..hav to resort to this as if he doesnt eat,big prob wld come by..wada funny boy he is!lol strange,i dono but today,felt like listenin to 96.3(eversince o's fin,i don listen daily as i used to..haha)in wit a veri low volume n im hearin accapella silent night holy night(kor ver)and all of a sudden,i hear a familiar voice,xiah junsu's voice and i rewind backward the radio(usin com so can rewind)n hear its by dbsk!!!hahahaha suddenly feel so,warm!im crazy huh(real good timin,esp gd weather!thnx to the person who dedicated their song) good,im ready to sleep now!!hahaha cuz i have been sleepin late and getin up late(very bad habbit,needa change that!!)so today got chance to sleep tightly and warm,most imptly early!!so an nyeong things hav gone beyond my imagination..everything is bcomin so complicated,so painful..its so difficult to go through it once again..im tryin to hold back my emotions,but i really cnt control it..now only time will tell..
its saturrrrrrrrrday!!finally i can use the com cuz on tue,shar accidentally pushed my com on-off switch too hard so it got stucked so only ytd got the repair man to come and help me fix..and its a blessin in disguise cuz the man oso helped to make my com become faster again instead of being like a snail,so slow!!whoohoo i spent the past few days unexpectedly....'BABYSITTING' TUE:me & shar met up with denzel,sasha & aden at amk hub and went to watch four christmas at jubilee(cuz no one practically goes there to watch)since we were early,we went arcade n played.. the movie was really good,haha wanted to watch other movies but its either it has been watched b4 or its underaged!we tot aden(pri1)wld not understand the movie but he was enjoyin himself ALORT!!haha damn funny shar left early and the remainin 4 of us went to library to borrow books(they did.not me bt using my card)then walked ard amk area and headed to their home for dinner(my fav BEEHOOON!!!yummae)cooked by my aunt! later lazed and crapped and saw how their terapins(lol denzel threw away e oxygen bubble accidentally..dono how the 3 tereapins are survivin now)kept changin the water 5times as there was chilli flake in it,sasha kept usin her hand to put them in,which she had contact with blachan previously,so we kept blamin her(THEN WE REALISED IT WAS OUTSIDE THE CONTAINER NOT INSIDE..poor victim)it was already 9plus n decided to go home but they asked me to stay over but did not want to cuz no clothes ntg..then aden wanted to go stay at my gran's place so i had to take him with me..lol IT WAS SUCH A WEIRD FEELIN/EXPERIENCE..first time im with a child and no siblin/adult ard(kido n me)most of the time holdin his hands!!haha(afraid he will run away) felt like a 'mum/sis/nanny'!!hav to tell him cnt do this cnt do that!cuz he is young,so im responsible to take care of him properly esp since he is someone's child..kept tellin him to stay with me and not go anywhere otherwise i will die..so we were waitin for the train at the platform and suddenly he went so close to the yellow line!!OHMYFREAKINGOD!!!MY HEART ALMOST CAME OUT,HAD HEART ATTACK!!quickly pulled his bag behind(he had the cheek to laugh still)n eyes were starin at us!!the whole journey from amk to bl was filled with him talkin,entertainin me..askin me so many questions(fav Qs',how many stops more??is it long??) all i can say,he is one smart kid!!for a pri1 kid,he knows so much already..and he is very curious too!!(i don think i was like that ard his age!!hah)and he sweats SO MUCH!!!keep wipin his face with endless tissue~mygoodness..n he needs water alort cuz he gets thirsty so easily too..ard 11plus he is still hyper..he entertained me by tellin me some wrestlin thgs and other stuffs even b4 sleepin,which some i did not understand at all..lol WED:asked aden to walk wit me to my gran's hse!!he(sweatin like HELLL) bcame alittle angry/upset cuz we walked for abt 20mins n still haven reached yet..so cheered him with mac ice-cream along e way..had to oso help him peel the chicken during lunch!!FINALLY,i left him with my grandma(both ended up watchin wrestlin vcds)and went to e room to watch my tv..shar came fr suntec and we ended up takin aftn nap..was havin headache ltr on and did not stay for 'farewell dinner' for shar so went home..julse,shar n aden were supposed to stay over there but ended bunkin at my home surprisingly..julse's pimples hav disappeared and he has a flat tummy now,makin him beta lookin,my god!!b4 sleepin chatted wit julse abt his work,o's,life now etc!! THUR:julse left early morn for work..shar went to jp(supposedly to meet up with her,but delayed)aden insisted on playin with some of the cookin toys..made him move his hands alittle by wipin the dust(ages since i touched them)so taht took some time..somemore had to make sure he took everything!today took the bus to my gran's cuz of his protesting..again hav to assist in his lunch..he watched more wrestlin vcds..me,shar and my grandma slept on a bed and began chattin,laughin..it felt weird..REALLY WEIRD 3 of us so close cuddled up talkin..i don even do this wit my mum(both of them 'scolded' me wen they found out i don cuddle wit my mum or do thgs mum-daughter do esp talk openly)they say its normal,i say its kinda uncomfortable cuz im more close to my dad than mum..shar says it takes time so mayb when im 20plus then i will change..we'll wait then!!wahaha sent shar to airport..kns,we waited for 1hr plus just to check-in!!n the dist was like,few metres only..crazy system!!oooh,aden finally stayed at my gran's place..my job was done already!!lol FRI:dad's b'day!!worked half-day..his boys gave him a small surprise celebration..he came home and had the tv on as he liked(cuz its his b'day so his wishes sld be granted)..the guy came n fixed e com and i conquered the com immediately only to watch shows online..aft cuttin cake and went back to use the com!!wahahaha a long post to summarize how my past weekdays were spent~long and specific(some only)im too long-winded thats why(thats why i sometimes fail to fit the max words in summary)hahahaha mannx,havin a young one ard is really not easy..BUT U CAN LOSE WEIGHT EASILY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!WAHAHAHAHA i just realised i did not take picts at all wit my cuzions the past days..mannx!!!ah,nv md next yr confirm hav everyone..i caught a BAD HORRIBLE COLD..on-off blockednose,watery eyes,sneezin plus an 'amazing' voice..im like this since thurs!! i'll stop here!!countdown of 19days to christmas & 25days to 2009!!!soooooooo fast mannx!hope the remain 2008 days will be slow......as if
