i got into singapore poly's resort facilities & management wad can i say??just lost for words,speechless...alright,i'll be frank with you peeps i got into a cse which im not satisfied..it has engineering modules in it which i dont like and told myself i don wanna touch/learn engineer stuffs bcuz i don hav any interest in it at all then u guys must be thinkin,if u dont like it and noe that theres engineerin modules in it,why the hell in the first place did u put that as one of yr choices??? my reply to you wld be,WLD U/ANYONE BELIEVE ME IF I SAID I DID NOT CHECK IT OUT PROPERLY/THOROUGHLY???AND I THOUGHT IT WAS A NEW CSE AND IT WAS JUST A LAST MIN DECISION OUT OF MY CHOICES & I ANYHOW TIKAM AND PLACED IT AS MY 8TH CHOICE??yes its my 8th choice & the rest above it can just kiss goodbye!!words of the cses can be so decieving i bet you guys wont believe that nonsensical/dumb story cuz im gona be 18yrs this yr which makes me all the more supposedly to be wiser,understandin..but sadly,its true yes im blur/dumb/blind/silly/stupid etc!??but wad can i do??for somethgs im like that..im so careless..a DUMBLOCK as i wld normally say~VERY/REALLY/SUPERLY 'irresposible' for these impt stuffs i have no one but myself to blame for everythg..don get me wrong thinkin im depressed or anythg but im just really really disappointed in myself guess gettin single digits will only make yr life be like a bed of roses,and esp since i did it 2nd time.all the more i shld be scorin at least 11 and below or smthg..sucha letdown to my parents seriously..dad sms early in the early morn from new zealand askin "wad cse n poly u got?are u happy with it??" after readin i just stared at it blankly,somehow my eyes became wet..i just hope he doesnt worry abt me(but at the same time i cnt lie) before mum left for work,i told my mum and she replied "oh,so are u happie with it?(i replied to her,not really)don't worry!!we'll see wad we can do(she smiles)" she doesnt show it but i feel she is sad/disappointed..its as though i failed in every aspect with the way how this system work,i doubt the word 'miracle' wld work for me but on the other hand,if i don succeed in my appeal,then i just hav to surender..its somethg new which i hav to convince and motivate myself to like and hav interest for it..just like learnin science..a totally alienated sub to me~i guess if i cld do it then,the cse wldnt be so bad..who noes,mayb i may find it incredible n enjoy it too??haha anyway,congrats to those who got into a cse they are satisfied esp to jianyang & jocelyn :)
