its been a few days.. im still living life as it is.. its not like its the first time it has happened.. somehow i knew it wld be like this.. lesser happiness in my life.. nothing much to look forward to.. but still the pain from the scar still brings back so many memories.. no matter how much bucket of tears hav flown down,still cnt change the cruelity of this life.. i can stop waiting and shld never think abt it again.. wad can i say?? its just unfair..REALLY IT IS!!! but then again,its all up to fate/destiny.. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ anyway,theres something wrong wit my phone..somehow i cnt recieve msgs on time or i cnt recieve them at all even worst,ppl are callin me but i cnt answer cuz i cnt recieve(its either its as though i off my phone but i actually did not OR just plainly cnt recieve though it seems i on my phone but nv pick up) its been goin on for a pretty long time.. dumb phone!!or mayb the owner of the phone is dumb enough to be so careless with it,allowin th phone to suffer.. oh well