its 2am in the morn..im not that sleepy though i shld be in bed since i have dental appointment later at 9am!!i shld be able to get up with no probs..haha wad an evenin i had..i was in the train goin for lessons/refund when i recieved an sms from my mum..its an sms forwarded from my dad saying he really loved my mum and me alort with his life..when i read i just stunned..as though my heart skipped a huge beat i almost wanted to cry but HELD IT!!!so many ppl flooding the train,suddenly havin tears in yr eyes will definitely raise suspicion from everyone & they will try to be creative thinkers BEING TYPICALLY ME..my thoughts just kept running wild(u-noe-wad-i-mean)of cuz ntg of that sort.. he was at the crematorium for his army fren when he saw the funeral for this small lil baby,she is only 1yrs old..she died of high fever,brain haemorrage..saw her cute,adorable face in the obituries and i just teared for awhile..sometimes god is so,very cruel..she didnt get to live long,grow up etc and just ytd nitex i was readin this person's blog(i read this person's blog everyday without fail)bcuz of camp i didnt get the chance to read..and the person's dad passed away on sat..the person is the same age as me,but has 2younger siblings..i just stared,stunned,shocked,dumbfounded,speechless tearin abt how the person described the father..few post back,the person was talkin abt god..i liked the way the person described it..n i totally agree with the person the person also posted the whole experience abt what happened to the father!!!the person's dad was estimated to only live for at least 6months more but god was unfair..yes he ended the father's pain but there was so many thgs the father was supposed to do with the family..watchin his kids grow up etc,somethg all parents want & wish for part n parcel of life but isnt it too early,esp for the baby??? apologies for being emo-ing again..dono wads with me..i too hate it when i get so emotional or sensitive..BAD!!REALLY,SERIOUSLY BAD(i think some of u just wanna bash me up or somthg..hah) ANYWAY!!somethg to crack u guys up or mayb to jacklyn & boon,specifically.. u noe wad my kor tchr said when i told him who i liked??(coversation in kor first) TCHR:AMONG THE KOREAN GUYS,WHOM DO U FANCY?? ME:AMONG KOR GUYS,I LIKE SHIM CHANGMIN!! TCHR(gives the shocked look & speaks in eng)YOU ARE THE FIRST PERSON WHOM I NOE LIKES HIM!(still shock) i think its bcuz my tchr havent met ppl with good eye sight or wad i call GOOD YANGUANG!!hahahaha well its true,cnt deny it!!muahahahaha see all the guys i like,so handsome/cute lookin..and YES IT INCLUDES MY SUNXIEHI,JACK & BOON..i don care if he is... ok,i just realised this is a freakin long post..and its gona be 3am soon & im off to slumberland
