whats with torturing me for 3days consecutively?? ytd i finally made the decision of not goin for the camp cuz i wanna see the drill competition fully as all the cadets were so enthu!!haha and just ard 11plus,my mum called and said the ppl from NP called..(i wasnt happie..no feelings at all!lol) she was talkin slowly which made me think my appeal wasnt successful..i didnt have much hopes and was only thinkin abt my creative writting & drama & psychology in SP she said the ppl at NP have given me the choice to choose either ADVERTISING & PR or CHILD PSYCHOLOGY & EARLY EDUCATION.. i dono which one to choose seriously..the 2cses in SP are my bigger interests..and bcuz its so popular,there arent any vacancies available.. haha!!being me,i just teared for awhile cuz i really tried hard & wanted to get into it..damn sad anyway,i have less than an hr to tell my mum which cse i wanna go into..i nv expected to get into the cses cuz they said very slim chance.. somehow or rather,there are some personal reasons why i don wanna get into NP...its not bcuz the sch isnt good(its really good,just like SP)tchrs same like SP too..i cnt say why but i will be a lil more stressed up..REALLY STRESSED..HIGH HOPES PINNED so here i am,lookin at the cses thoroughly online at NP's website..tryin to get more info abt the cses once again.. my mum is definitely happie..cuz she says the cse im posted to in SP isnt good for me(cuz its an engineering cse which i don have interest in) i dono..i don wan..i cnt decide they are 'kind' enough to give me 2hrs to think!!unlike the past days where i had days to rethink & consider i rather someone decide for me..cuz both of the cses,i do have interest in but i cnt choose.. H-E-L-P!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
