i don think its unusual if i say IM REALLY BLUR.. i was listenin to one of bigbang's songs ard 1plus today morn it was my first time listenin to it n it was quite an old song of theirs.. then suddenly i hrd like a police car siren & i was thinkin to myself,WHOA SO EARLY IN THE MORN ARD 1PLUS GOT POLICE CAR SIRENT!THAT MEANS GOT CRIME SOMEWHERE!!!MUAHAHA'(& i was starin outside my balcony happily lookin & searchin for the car) then i paused the song n hrd no siren noise..when i played again,the siren was bk!i felt it was strange n did it continuosly & realised,IT WAS THE MUSIC'S BACKGRD NOISE EFFECT....... I NOE I NOE!!but the place was so quiet you so cnt differenciate!!haha kk thats not an excuse anyway,i swear,GOODBYES ARE MY WEAKNESS.. my old maid has gone back for good..she went bk to settle down & will be gettin married..i think so happiness doesnt last for long!!once yr attached closely to someone,you'd nv think of goodbyes!!it TOTALLY suckx,BUT its somethg we hav to go through in life.. me being the only child n havin workin parents,my maid was like an elder sister to me!! still rmb fondly her grumblings wheneva im not ard or when im hooked on my shows n dont 'bother' her!!haha she worked in our hse for 7LONG YEARS!!(record for our home is 8-9yrs by my first maid!!haha)aint easy esp our hse is tiring for hsework! SHE WENT FROM BEING A QUIET TO A HYPER,ENTHU,JOKER,FUN PERSON!!hahaha with crdits to yours truely..lol jkjk I THINK SHE HAS MADE HISTORY HERE(or even in sgp!haha~lol).she is the only maid who is veri close to almost all the neighbours here!!all the aunties like her..even the whole japanese family like her alort though they were here for less than a yr!! my neighbours treat my maid really well!!sometimes will give her food they cooked or from overseas etc & even ang pao esp during cny!!& my maid wld help them with anythg she can like gardenin or any advice too ytd she went ard to say her goodbyes..ONE AUNTY EVEN CRIED WHEN MY MAID TOLD HER SHE WAS LEAVIN!!cuz my maid took care of her hse n esp the dog when she went on holiday.. and today,my mum cried alort while huggin her at home..my maid also cried alort..i gotta admit i was kinda mean & evil cuz she was tearin n i avoided her as she wanted to hug me.. BUT bcuz i don like to cry infront of ppl & esp during goodbye times so i avoided her.. went grandparents place & my aunt was on the verge of cryin as well.. at the airport when i hugged her as she was abt to go in,my throat felt as though i was havin difficulty swallowin water..i really wanted to cry but i controlled..if not my maid wld cry badly as she did at home only when i went home,i just let it all out!!hahahaha sounds so pathetic!!but thats me..so afraid to show it infront of ppl.. its a whole new chapter with my new maid..no one to watch kor dramas with me..no one to get high with when DBSK comes out,esp if Wrong Number & Wonder Girls's Nobody song is played(my maid goes nuts abt them)!! my dog is sad!!hahaha i can tell~he is aware and just ignored my maid while she was leavin cuz he's angry~he was quiet throughout today one regret i have is,i nv let my maid watched Boys Over Flowers(kor),final ep!!i recorded but she had no time..she was busy with packin her stuffs lets see how it goes with my new maid..my new maid has fallen ill..she is coughin like crazy~her voice is also totally sexy..hope she recovers soon & will be able to sleep beta!! OH!!& today i went sch for the np ambassador thg,i met my pri sch fren but she wasnt from my class..KATHY!!!haha she nv changed at all..we were in the same grp today.. off to bed now!!tmrw i have to get up at 4AM!!i need my beauty sleep otherwise you'll see visible panda eyes soooon!! damn my post today is longggggg!! ciao peepsies
