when I left for camp,things werent that bad. But ytd,things just happened so fast,everyone was appalled,speechless,stunned.No words can express how much impact it has caused to all fans,close friends,family,all the people who love & support you;PARK JAEBEOM. Honestly speaking,Im not a fan of Jaebeom,but I love 2PM as a whole.But,I dont doubt that his singing & especially his dance skills,are really good/awesome! Seriously,I feel that those people who started this whole saga thingy of digging up his past etc,need to get a life.I dont mean it in a negative manner,but what Im trying to say is that,this is other people's life.NO ONE IS PERFECT IN THIS WORLD!! ~YES,I DONT DENY THE FACT THAT WHAT JAEBEOM SAID WAS WRONG/INAPPROPRIATE/DISRESPECTFUL! ~YES,he is a pop icon now.He is an idol,an influential person.A person whom especially the youngsters look up to.Every action or move or say,it will either have a reaction or not,or worst,an impact! BUT LOOK,THAT HAPPENED 4YEARS AGO..PEOPLE CHANGE THEMSELVES/THEIR MINDSETS!WHO DOESNT HAVE A PAST??WHOSE PAST DOESNT HAVE SETBACKS,RESULTING TO SEEING THINGS NEGATIVELY?? A person being brought up in the US & going to KOREA alone to try and seek a bright future for himself,ITS NOT EASY.He had to adjust to the change of environment,trying to settle & fit in. Korea being a more traditional & conservative country than America,definitely it takes time to change and be part of the country.Afterall,its also his other homecountry,though not being born or raised there from young. Jaebeom,like all of us,is a human being.He too has feelings,has a mind of his own. He didnt know it would be that hard to what he has became today,a successful person.NO SUCCESS IS WITHOUT HARDWORK!NO HARDWORK IS WITHOUT TRAINING/DRAINING YOU BOTH PYHSICALLY & MENTALLY! At that time,he was young,he said those things becuz he was there for a short period of time, a start to his dream.In a short period of time,people wld have a short but perhaps wrong idea of the country. THINK ABOUT THIS,WHY WAS JAEBEOM PICKED AS THE LEADER? JYP(who has many years of experience in the entertainment industry and respected by alot of people) picked him bcuz,he felt that Jebeom was able to deliver himself well,he was able to lead people,people around him liked him,saw he had potential,he handled responsibilities of taking care of the other members being like an elder brother to them.(there are other reasons why he was picked to be the leader) Recently bcuz of this saga,some famous people who have been in the entertainment industry for a very long time,also said that Jaebeom was a polite person offstage as well & really took care of the other members well. He really cared for his group members alot and loved what he was doing.And so,for the sake of his 'no-blood-related-brothers',he made the decision of leaving the group bcuz he felt he did not carry himself as a leader well & he was setting a bad example. His company didnt force him at all.His company didnt even want him to leave at all.All was his own decision.Another factor was definitely the pressure from those who 'forced' & 'psychoed' him to leave bcuz he was disgracing 2PM. I feel that this action of his,has showed he has GROWN.He was previously given this IMPORTANT & HEAVY RESPONSIBILITY.However,he knew he screwed it bigtime.The tittle 'LEADER',was not fit to be his bcuz of his actions.BUT,he acted like a matured adult,took & handled it well.He chose to gave it up so as to protect and prevent further damage. 4years ago,he didnt know if it was what he wanted.3 1/2-4 years later,he realized it was what he wanted.IT WAS HIS DREAM!Debuting for only 1year,he must have suffered but learnt alot.Must have been one of his memorable & best time of his life, "sharing & persuing the same dream with 6 people!"Something which he thought he couldnt achieve it,he did it,and did it well! Its really sad,cuz now,2PM doesnt feel united as 1 without his presence.Like what Wooyoung said, 2PM is not 7 members but 1 whole altogether! Theres gona be a 'huge change'??Only time will tell cuz everyone has gotta adjust. I cannot forsee or predict anything in the future but we only can hope for the best for furture of 2PM & Jaebeom He has gone back to US to settle & sort his feelings.BUT,WE KNOW HE WLD BE BETTER WHEN WE SEE HIM NEXT TIME,TO PROVE TO PEOPLE HE BECAME A BETTER & STRONGER PERSON! Hope he would have a performance with 2PM members again in the future.REALLY HOPE SO :D Like I mentioned earlier,I don really like him.But now that he has left,Im starting to miss him,not being in 2PM.I feel like watching all episodes of wild bunny again & again... Like the famous saying"people tend to not cherish the person when they are around...its only after they leave that they start to regret!" Its a PRETTY LONG & WINDED POST!!haha Sorry about this.I just wanted to get it off my chest!! I just wanted to say the facts,cuz people dont get or see the logical reasoning. Its pretty scary how this line works! Not to mention,the ones who started the whole saga thingy..THEY ARE SCARY!!!zomg and also bcuz it just happened so fast.....
