i got into singapore poly's resort facilities & management wad can i say??just lost for words,speechless...alright,i'll be frank with you peeps i got into a cse which im not satisfied..it has engineering modules in it which i dont like and told myself i don wanna touch/learn engineer stuffs bcuz i don hav any interest in it at all then u guys must be thinkin,if u dont like it and noe that theres engineerin modules in it,why the hell in the first place did u put that as one of yr choices??? my reply to you wld be,WLD U/ANYONE BELIEVE ME IF I SAID I DID NOT CHECK IT OUT PROPERLY/THOROUGHLY???AND I THOUGHT IT WAS A NEW CSE AND IT WAS JUST A LAST MIN DECISION OUT OF MY CHOICES & I ANYHOW TIKAM AND PLACED IT AS MY 8TH CHOICE??yes its my 8th choice & the rest above it can just kiss goodbye!!words of the cses can be so decieving i bet you guys wont believe that nonsensical/dumb story cuz im gona be 18yrs this yr which makes me all the more supposedly to be wiser,understandin..but sadly,its true yes im blur/dumb/blind/silly/stupid etc!??but wad can i do??for somethgs im like that..im so careless..a DUMBLOCK as i wld normally say~VERY/REALLY/SUPERLY 'irresposible' for these impt stuffs i have no one but myself to blame for everythg..don get me wrong thinkin im depressed or anythg but im just really really disappointed in myself guess gettin single digits will only make yr life be like a bed of roses,and esp since i did it 2nd time.all the more i shld be scorin at least 11 and below or smthg..sucha letdown to my parents seriously..dad sms early in the early morn from new zealand askin "wad cse n poly u got?are u happy with it??" after readin i just stared at it blankly,somehow my eyes became wet..i just hope he doesnt worry abt me(but at the same time i cnt lie) before mum left for work,i told my mum and she replied "oh,so are u happie with it?(i replied to her,not really)don't worry!!we'll see wad we can do(she smiles)" she doesnt show it but i feel she is sad/disappointed..its as though i failed in every aspect with the way how this system work,i doubt the word 'miracle' wld work for me but on the other hand,if i don succeed in my appeal,then i just hav to surender..its somethg new which i hav to convince and motivate myself to like and hav interest for it..just like learnin science..a totally alienated sub to me~i guess if i cld do it then,the cse wldnt be so bad..who noes,mayb i may find it incredible n enjoy it too??haha anyway,congrats to those who got into a cse they are satisfied esp to jianyang & jocelyn :)
its 12.20am..i came home at 12am and guess wad my maid and mum are/were doin??? watchin My Girl dvd..mad larhx rewatchin it again and again and they are still watchin it..my mum has work later on and she doesnt mind abt it!!!hahaha like i said,my mum has became so kan chiong now for her korean shows..fast forward abit she grumbles..she wants to watch all details properly..miss out will 'die'!!haiz and guess wad??they laugh like crazy peeps as though they own the whole neighbourhood..hahahhaha hav to admit im oso like that when its funny..hahahahhahaha or mayb im worst ornot??lol they suppose to go aft watchin one part but they so glued to it so cnt bear to go and sleep!lol mon:stayed at home and did wad i wanted to do(wath tv shows)..had steamboat in the night and lo-hei(tossed yusheng)!! tue/ytd:was definitely a WELL SPENT DAY...1 min u can see me smilin from one end of my face to the other,screamin like a lunatic..THEN the next min u will see me sulkin/depressed,grumbling..lol wad am i talkin abt??BETS!! i played small amt all the way cuz i had little money..until i reached lionel's hse i just played abit bigger and then finished(shld hav trusted my 6th sense but was scared)..THE ART OF GAMBLING..OVERALL WINNERS:JACKLYN & MELISSA..OVERALL LOSERS:FERNANDERS & JUNJIE...esp fernanders!!!poor guy this yr there is lesser visiting cuz dad left today for New Zealand!!!mannx he went for trainin and will only be back on 13 feb...2nd day of cny and he has gotta go overseas...it suckx badly lesser angpaos to collect this yr but its alright...had fun today anyway.. i totally forgot today is wed(due to excitement today)i thought its tue today..forgot an impt meetin!!!luckily got reminders!!!!!otherwise,damn embarrassin and will feel veri ps alright!!im gona head to bed now as i had lesser hrs of sleep the past few days..ciao
HAPPIE BIRTHDAY JAEJOONG!!!!(doesnt he look so cute above!???awwwwwwwww) HAPPIE CHINESE NEW(niu) YEAR PEEPS!!!!lol WISH EVERYONE AN OX-PICIOUS YEAR AHEAD,HAVE MORE $$$$$,STAY HEALTHY,MOST OF ALL~BE HAPPIE :)heehe now i realised somethg..my family,in time,is gona turn into a kor drama fanatic family(SURPRISINGLY,including my dad)..everyone so glues to the shows,esp my mum..so kan chiong larhx,mygod was supposed to go out(intended to go to the beach)but i was lazy,and dad was tired so in the end,plans failed..BUT im a glad that we stayed at home cuz as i was changin channels here and there,suddenly i saw this familiar face...and then they appeared first time!!its been donkey ages since i saw my dearest 5566!!!as hilarious as ever..though nowadays i don mention them,i still love them ok!!hahaha even aft the storke of midnitex,my whole neighbourhood is so alive!!hahaa so crowded(i like it like that) my plan for today is to stay at home and watch tv cuz there are so many good shows/drama/movies to watch on tv..i think i don need to even sleep in the night!!hahaha have fun collectin $$$ later,eat for all you want(the only time to eat to yr fullest) & have a great new yr celebration once again :-)
handsome guys wit lovely smiles huh???hahaha HAW HAW HAW HAW HAW!!! wad can i say???all of a sudden i felt i went overseas to 2countries within a day and am back!!haha in the evenin aft mum finished her work,we headed to raffles city..not to shop BUT to cut hair i noe i cut my hair just less than a month(4th jan)ago but bcuz i had this free voucher(expirin tmrw)which i can only use it(otherwise i wld hav given it to my mum to use it instead)..but mum oso had a haircut(I PAID FOR HER/I GAVE HER A TREAT!!hahaha first time) i went to a korean place to cut!!prices are reasonable..no doubt,their service is really GOOOOOD..the people there are sooo friendly,always smiling & polite as well and i tell you,its like as though ur in korea..that feelin of koreans speakin kor ard u(n you are tryin yr best to understand wad their talkin),the background english music is playin away(public places in kor like restaurant/pubs etc play eng music most of the time),the place looks so beautifully designed wit a great ambience(mixture of korean & modern touch)..WON-DA-FOOL!!!PA-FACT!!! AND THE LADY WHO CUT FOR ME,DAMN CHIO!!!omgggggg (nv take a pict wit/of her)..believe me,she is 26yrs old but she looks like ard 23yrs old or even a young teenager??her face is so fair,flawless & she is kawaii too!!mygoodness i dono wad else to say except she is such a PRETTAE CHIO BU!! too bad theres no korean guy hairdresser(or mayb the guy isnt ard today??mannx)..theres only one guy hairdresser but he is chinese(but has a voice of an american person)n he really looks like david gan(or mayb my 'perfect' eyesight just cnt make me see him clear)but better than david gan~lol(woops) so now my hair looks even beta,lighter..NO MORE MISS UB!!or even a middle-aged lady!! anyone need a haircut???can always go to this kor place..bet you,it'll make u wanna go back there again..hahahaha oh yes,they also do body/face care etc!!!guys can also go for any of it!!the only place wit all-in-one :) after that,accompanied mum to robinsons when 2 familair guy faces walked past me!one of the guy(he is Pornsak)who host campus superstar on chU and one of the male judges(dono he's name)..hahaha had dinner at Prego,an italian restaurant..its a place where i feel,YOU SHLD STARVE YRSELF BEFORE COMIN..why??(i did not hav lunch but drank teh tarik & hot mocha 2hrs ago in a very small cup)cuz i ate 3 small slices of bread and just 3/4 of the soup made me full!but i still managed to fin at least most of my pasta.. mum and i talked abt some stuffs & surprised me wit some interestin questions..RARE!!!haha its really affordable and if yr lookin for a nice,quiet or even a romantic place to hav yr meal/spend time wit yr partner,prego cld be one of yr choice!!!trust me... and thankx to my brilliant idea of drinkin 2 caffein drinks just now at the same time but in separate cups(its not disgustin though),i cnt sleep now..so im off to entertain myself wit games & music..toodles peeps
small eyes TAN,no words can express how much 'GRATITUDE' i hav to you...its not amazingly surprising to see how GREATLY influence ppl are,by you..so smart u are,really!! haiz.....
alright!im not in a good mood currently,devastated!!! 'breakout' no seats left!damn it!!shld hav opened my eyes bigbig to see the availability!! this suckx badly!!im goin to go to sistic later to find out more n see if theres another way....which i doubt so~ while checkin the availability of the seats just now the 3rd time,it reminded me of somethg i experienced before(not too long ago)..a familiar feelin which i dont like at all!! why am i sucha dumb block... H-E-L-P
DO U NOE THE MEANIN OF ABCDEFG?A Boy Can Do Everything For Girl!!!!! REVERSE THE MEANIN OF GFEDCBA?Girl Forgets Everything Done Catches *new* Boy Again!!!! hahahahaha!that was wads on sasha's t-shirt when she came over on sat!haha so in love wit that tee of hers mannx..practically laughin after i saw it..hahaha erm,cuz it seems like its true but sometimes its also the opposite..lol anyway,CNY is comin soon in 4days time..no $$$ recieved so far but goodies hav came!!my neighbour gave 1big box of oranges,variety of nuts & 1box of ferrero roche!!my dad hid the ferrero roche box for 2days and i played hide & seek,searchin for it(I WAS SO CLOSE LARHX)..only allowed 1/day otherwise he will bring the box to he's camp or hav a smarter idea,to throw it away(i'd faint if he does that,sucha waste it wld be) i was searchin the net and all of a sudden i saw this web which said SM Town concert is havin their concert in bangkok(SO NEAR SGP!!!!) on 7th Feb and i was havin this idea of goin!!!!omg i hav nv been to their concerts and was thinkin of goin...but then i wld hav alort of prob!!my parents wont allow esp bcuz bangkok isnt still stable wit their anti-government protest situation goin on(now lesser)..somemore no one to go wit me..my parents isnt havin the idea of me goin alone or wit frens(wit sch nt counted)UNTIL IM MARRIED?????(no comments) then theres another concert which is purely DBSK's Mirotic concert in korea!!from 20th Feb -22nd Feb!!!!!!(first day is on my xiezhi's b'day~haha kk no link)AGAIN,i wanna go & i noe my parents wont allow..haiz mannnnnnnnnnx!!and i think i hav to do registrations for sch or somethg at those times............ see how it goes!!i stil got few more days to noe the outcome of my future..might update again in the nitex
i was watchin wu lin da dao on channel U..and my jaws kept droppin down at those grp contestants..my god,seriously!!!those ppl totally can dance so badly well!!!one grp is only 12yrs old and they hav gone for trainin,which was so tough,since young!!its scary and challengin but thats wads result to doin well!!and I MEAN REALLY WELL..i shld have started watchin since it aired months back!!is already ep 17! btw,speakin of watchin dance shows,theres this korean dance comedy next month called BREAKOUT(saw on chU ad)!!its a non-verbal 80mins show thats appealin to me badly!!im REALLY interested to go for it..its from 13-15feb at esplanade!!anyone interested?? i might just go there and enjoy starin at those kor guys doin their b'boyin thg and they'd just make me laugh i presume~hahaa anyway,ytd dinner wit my relatives comin over to celebrate my grandfather belated and aunt's actual b'day was awesome!mum and my maid cooked dinner!!but overall,the cake was fantastic..the choco cake tasted like a mixture or choco mousse & truffle PLUS a lil like tiramisu kind(not flavour)!!somemore theres some left in the fridge..omgggg as for today,went to the army museum wit mum & dad cuz of some family day thg..the museum wasnt boring but exciting cuz u see wad those NS-men/army peeps do!!its not my first time seeing all these but first time goin to that museum..its just near discovery centre(its been ages since i went there)its like to an end of some particular 1 week trainin(forgot wads it call)..its for those non-regular NS-men!!and cldnt believe it that there werent anyone of my kind of teenager age..there were mostly babies/lil toddlers!!there was ard 5 kids in pri sch and that was it..i suddenly felt so old again!!lol gona head to bed now..have been for short hrs these few days..feelin lethargic now!nitex
ytd's lunch was MARVELOUS!!omg all the kind of food i wanted were there!!!!normally itseither this or that,no both! there was cremebrule,tiramisu,macaroons(first time i ate it n i was like~now i noe why ppl love it so much)and that place to go to is JP!!muahaha now im happie i live in jurong area close to jp(cuz i wana move to the eat side or middle of sgp cuz its much more cooler,peaceful,better scenary)but cuz now theres jp which is like a huge coldstorage,sellin almost everythg u need etc as i was sayin abt jp,theres this shop called BAKERZIN(something with that spellin)located on the 3rdlevel in the new jp building..they sell all kinds of cakes and they hav macaroons!!omg and theres another shop on level1 which also sells macaroons and you cake decorate yr own cake!!omg how cool is that??and mind you,their stall is like a mini bakery factory!!u can watch them bakin the cake etc!!so cute!!mannx the owner must be earnin big bucks..hahaha ok out of topic watched hanakimi special ytd!!omg my ikuta is as hilarious as ever!!!!love him mannx~wish they ld change the ending or so!!hah ytd on msn,all i cn say MY BP KEPT RISING while talkin to ...!!i found out that person is a P!!!hahaha jkjk lol anyway,i went blog hoppin ytd nitex and i read abt a few ppl's post of sch/cse choice and somehow it dampened my feelins..and i somehow dono if i shld regret my choices i chose..i oso regret not doin that stupid thg!!STUBBORN BLOCK i am!!kept goin to that website but i just nv signed up for it!!i dono wads wrong wit me and i shld hav taken that opportunity!!!my stupidity can result to alort of happenins!!now i can only pray like really badly that hopefully everythg goes well wit once then i feel i cld hav done better and then this prob wont arise!!well wadeva it is,i've got till end of this month till they release the postings!thats when the real show starts kept blinkin my eyes as i layed on my bed like a dead person for 15-20mins plus,thinkin of the diff possiblities that may happen(at least u can prepare first) alright!!im gona watch im sorri,i love you now!!cuz i cant watch it later oh yes,i listened to mirotic,chinese & accoustic version and my jaws just dropped literally!!hahaha listen to them!!hahahaa i dono how to explain either!U-know & Micky's eng rap in the chinese ver is different from the normal one!hahhaa it felt cool(thats wad i was thinkin~lol)so cute the way they sang it in chinese~its a new version with a lil change..hahaha an-nyeong :)
finally!!! just submitted my choices!!mannx it was so hard cuz of the choices!!its all what i wanna do too so it makes it even harder esp the points~damn surprisingly the COP of most science courses are HIGHER(meanin btwn 10-17)and those humanities or media ones are just so low!!really horrible cuz im not a science person and it seems harder & difficult to get into my cse anyway,ytd went to sp(last min idea) & np!!at np we were lookin ard and then went over to the media corners!!cuz i've got an interest in a new diploma called advertisin & pr and these 2 guys or rather lecturers gave me an insight of wad the cse is all abt!!Mr Felix & Mr Clement!!hahaha these 2 lecturers are pretty interestin and fun tchrs to me!!haha i bet i'll be enjoyin the cse alort!!BUT,it depends if i can get into the cse cnt believe np has subway!!!!OMG and the Q is so long!!mygoodess howeva,my bigger interest was caught in sp!!creative writtin for new media!!its a new cse too!!really sounds fun & excitin & interestin i was even tellin my mum and aunt whether i cld do a diploma in np & a diploma in sp at the same time and my aunt stared at me and put her hands on my forehead,seeein if i was havin a high temp which resulted to my mind goin crazy to havin that kind of thinkin hahahahaha crazy!but i was just THINKIN!!i noe its impossible!! i'll probably die cuz of the projects doubled etc!!but good thg is get to make more frens & enjoy food!!haha kk,i seriously need to get out of that thinkin right now today is my grandfather's b'day!!!so b'day boy & grandma plus mum and i are goin to hav lunch with him!!at where i dono~mayb its at shangri-la??(cuz i hrd it from mum but dono if its confirmed or not) gotta get ready now!!ciao peeps enjoy yr weekendzzzzzzzzzz
just finished watchin three dads & a mom(kor drama)!!really nice,touchin n not forgetin that it was hilarious!!hahahhaha forgot to mention that the baby is DAMN CUTE can???REALLY soooooooooooooooooooooooooo cute!!omg in one of the episodes,this man asked wad sound does a rabbit make?? then his fren replied 'rabbit rabbit,carrot carrot'(with actions)~ohmygoodness damn cute n funny the way he did it!!kept repeating it again n again laughin badly!!lol mayb how i wrote it wasnt any 'big' reaction but if u watch,u'll noe what i mean!hah kk,i noe i shld be focusin on my options but yet now im still playin a fool!! left with 1 more day n i hav to submit my choices.. i hav chosen my choices but rankin is a prob i noe i wanted psychology but somehow i've been gettin advices and it has made me rethink again they say its better to be 'opened' then to be 'narrowed'! its like gettin a big package than a small present..get wad i mean??in that way u can learn more!!it'll be interestin & fun(plus loads/tons of hardwork ) somehow most of my choices are singapore poly...lesser np choices!!previously it was the other way round~so strange anyway,im goin to np tmrw wit my mum for the 'counselling' session to clear some doubts & then by late aftn,i shld be submitting my final ans!!HOPEFULLY i can do it asap oooooooooooooh,hav u guys hrd/watched BOYS OVER FLOWER (kor version)???i knew abt it quite some time ago n watched the trailer n it was damn funny & above all,the guys ARE SO CUTE/FUNNY/HOT/HANDSOM!!!mannx i wanted to watch(started on mon) but i noe myself,once i get hooked on a show,i wont stop n will be DYING to noe the endin etc so im reframing myself from watchin it till all of the episodes hav been uploaded!!hahaha that will be like next month???anticipating alort!!aha CANT WAIT~whooohooooo!
(THIS WILL REALLY REALLY BE A LONG POST)...im sorri release of O's was today..the past days i have been occupied wit diff dramas online..to make sure im not thinkin abt my results(HOW EVER DID THOSE CAMBRIDGE MARKERS MARK SO FAST??EXACTLY 2MONTHS!!SOMEMORE WIT THOUSANDS OF PPRS TO CORRECT DURIN WINTER TIME??THEY ARE UNBELIEVABLE!!) my sleepin hrs hav been BADLY affected lately!!AND I MEAN SERIOUSLY AFFECTED~HAD SO MANY SCARY DREAMS OF O's!!TODAY MORN WAS THE WORST(so sensitive this person) i dreamt that i failed my eng(E8) and the rest except my chinese n math!!omg aft that i cldnt not sleep..but eventually went to sleep again and by 8plus i was up!really cld not force to sleep cuz i really kept gettin up continuosly(sounds like some bad sleepin disorder or something) tried to watch the 66th golden globe awards but wasnt in any mood..then started watchin my chinese shows(it worked though..i was entertained wit hilarious moments but soon rmb my results n just sulked/no mood/stoned) and then i hrd the dogs barkin!!my god i tot the postman came but it was only 12plus,too early!! so listened to my songs to keep me 'high'..no mood for lunch n just stared at the 4walls in my room~ it was 1.40pm and the dogs started barkin n i was sure this time its him & it was!! ran downstairs as though i was runnin a race(the staircase must hav shooked badly larhx!haha)and i checked through the letters DON HAV!!then checked it one by one carefully n THERE IT WAS..MOMENT OF TRUTH my heart kept beatin so fast!!omg so scary n i was trembling in fear wit my eyes really wet all of a sudden.. for once i slowly tore it open(i always like to rip envelopes cuz im a impatient person)..opened it & started from the bottom(places eligible to go)and slowly went up n finally decided to just flip open and my eyes just went black for 10s!!i started to cry,gettin myself lookin very ugly(thankgoodness i was indoor n noone was ard) i only knew i passed all my subs but did not noe which grade for which sub!saw my L4 score and i was just cryin even more badly first time ever i rang my parents up & cried over the phone SO BLOODY BADLY(my maid upstairs was scared thinkin somethg bad must hav happened that she did not dare to ask me why~LOL damn hilarious)!!last yr i held it n did not show it infront of them so they werent expectin me to cry THIS bad~hahaha my dad was in e middle of a meetin & just ans my call!lol my mum tot i did worst cuz i cried over the phone first time,really horribly that she was so sad,makin her hav her pressure shootin up high temp!!haha(thats wad she told me) yeah they were happie,elated,shocked,stunned,overjoyed!wadeva u name it AND I MUST SAY,NEVER NOT TRUST YR PARENTS ADVICE!THEY CAN BE RIGHT its bcuz of my mum that i had to retake my eng(B3 originally)!!and I NV EVER DREAMT of gettin an A2 for it..up till now i hav no idea how that happened cuz i(gotta be honest)practically PAID LEAST ATTENTION TO IT as i was satisfied wit my old grade..and my aural i said a lil chinese all of a sudden without realisin cuz i seriously dono how to descibe this particular game(embarrassin i tell you,mixin chin & eng at e same time~weirdo)..my compo was so long,not gettin to the point till the last 2 paragraphs of the end!!and it was like SO LONG!! no doubt,u can tell im really longwinded my chinese was a big relieve for me!cuz i was a dumb block not to take it in May n so left wit 1 chance in Nov & came finally aft so long wit a B3 wit my aural first time havin a merit!!i tot i wld screw aural havin said eng cuz i dono how to describe in chinese..and i kept sayin er,er,er!!takin my own sweet time to think somemore i screwed my math at the last min cuz of the stoooopid curvy curvy graph for first time n threw away 20mins plus n results oso same as last yr!that was really disappointin plus wit the moderation(im guessin they had it)..oh well~ my science was a 'new'..cuz i changed from pure to comb so it was really a relieve and lesser burden to not rmb so many facts(nv was i a science person since pri sch)!!was overjoyed wit my B3 cuz i NEVER got a B except for only once in my EOY exams in Pri5 for my science since i first took it in pri sch(no joke)..always failin like no tmrw except sometimes,gettin a C(despite studyin hard,sometimes oso can fail!)~i hav no affiliations wit science at all comb humans can forget abt it!biggest letdown cuz of ss(damn ss i tell you,)!!the essay was crazy for me..i was so indecisive of choosin which Q cuz i went through them b4 comin but its either i can rmb for one part of the Q or another Q of the essay(wasted precious time again)!!i changed from chinese lit to eng lit cuz it was really difficult somemore doin it by myself so did not want to take the risk!thank goodness my lit pushed my grade and had C6~wadeva!!nv want to see ss bks ever again..will only make my blood boil!!!! LASTLY,THE OVERALL WINNER OR SHALL I SAY SURPRISE FOR ME/MY PARENTS!! E-C-O-N-O-M-I-C-S!!last yr i had only C6 and all the time in sch my econs was NEVER beyond above a C!!im not lyin/bluffin/makin up stories..dreamt of it but nv tot cld achieve it B3 just made me smile/grin so widely from my left to right!AND AGAIN i tot i flunked it cuz ppr2 qtns dono if wad i wrote were relevant,BUT ppr1 was like hell!all the 4 possibilites were so close that i just kept tikamin tikamin/crackin my brains!hahaha cnt imagine doin that again~prob will faintor go bonkers now starin at the result slip,somehow i just feel the grades arent mine and that by tmrw it wld change into an undesirable grade(some weird imagination i hav all of a sudden~just like winnin lottery,thinkin the money doesnt belong to you,like u stole it or something OR like the cinderella story)!!im just really thankfull for so many thgs..i dono how to say i guess this is wad my mum's sayin of givin yr 100% & sacrificing for a while!!yeah sacrificed so much(lol esp my tv)but this was wad i wanted..i always whinned & complained when it came to studyin econs cuz it was so 'boring yet interestin'!im contradictin but yeah thats how it was to me..cuz im not a study person(except for some subs)..IM A VERY PICKY PIG!!ahaha my parents thought i cld hav done better for ss & math!i agree BUT im not gona dwell much~ lookin at my results,i really hav a kind of satisfaction whereby i made my parents happie!!im just speechless but left wit tears to 'speak/tell' seein my parents smile n ntg else!after all that has happened,im glad i did wad i did!really~just so harpae wit myself just lookin at the paper can make me cry cuz i cnt believe myself overall..who cares if i had a 1 mark extra,unable to go jc!don bother,as long i can go to my poly cse im happie.. now wad i want to do is to sleep peacefully,wit no prob/disturbin dreams scarin the hell out of me!! nitety nitex peeps!!
its been a few days.. im still living life as it is.. its not like its the first time it has happened.. somehow i knew it wld be like this.. lesser happiness in my life.. nothing much to look forward to.. but still the pain from the scar still brings back so many memories.. no matter how much bucket of tears hav flown down,still cnt change the cruelity of this life.. i can stop waiting and shld never think abt it again.. wad can i say?? its just unfair..REALLY IT IS!!! but then again,its all up to fate/destiny.. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ anyway,theres something wrong wit my phone..somehow i cnt recieve msgs on time or i cnt recieve them at all even worst,ppl are callin me but i cnt answer cuz i cnt recieve(its either its as though i off my phone but i actually did not OR just plainly cnt recieve though it seems i on my phone but nv pick up) its been goin on for a pretty long time.. dumb phone!!or mayb the owner of the phone is dumb enough to be so careless with it,allowin th phone to suffer.. oh well
came back today from my grands place my maid totally got a shock when i scared her!!she tot some stranger came in(she does miss me!!hahaha) more stories i hrd from grandma..had fun there too MORE HAPPENINGS AGAIN..i dono wad to do but to fear there everyone(grandfather,their maid,& 2 uncles)there who saw me wit my new hair cut said i look like a grown up kid!!(see i told u i upgraded to a middle aged lady) but my grandma dampened my spirit!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!lol NEVER wld i have thought she wld say this~ grandma:you noe u look like who??wait i try to rmb(starts thinkin deep) me:who??who??like a middle aged lady?? grandma:no larhx!like on tv..this girl(starts thinkin even deeper,crackin her brains real hard) me:girl from tv???(n i seriously thought she was goin to say someone I CLD ACCEPT) grandma:AH!!!the gal wit fringe like yrs,wear braces,er,ah!!UGLY somethg me:u mean UGLY BETTY!!! grandma:hahaha yarhx correct!!(starts laughin LOUDLY away) me:(starts to protest)no!!she has long hair while mine is short!!so it doesnt make us the same..(i wanted to say skin colour,but decided not to cuz its of no use) my grandma literally IGNORED me,i tell you..she just laughed and continued to watch her tv show..my goodness anyway,she's happie then so will i!! alright off to continue watchin worlds within!! speakin of show,i was atmy grands place n flippin e channels when i saw KBS was goin to air 'Sponge' n SOMEHOW my instincts were tellin me to watch..but im not sure why??then i decided to watch n see,since i wont die doin that GUESS WAD?????there he was..nv i expected...SO HANDSOME OMG..THAT SMILE!!!& not forgettin,FUNNY & CUTENESS from him..like a candyfloss meltin in yr mouth...sweeeeeeeeeeet too bad it wasnt changmin..it was my new love,KIM HYUNG JOON wahahahahahaha n i slept so well on the nitex(it was ytd,wed) in such a good mood till now though still thinkin of those continuous happenings again......
i just finished watchin honey & clover(jap version)DEFINITELY RECOMENDED TO YOU GUYS TO WATCH IT!!! Ikuta Toma is so cute n funny!!!!! Mukai Osamu is so cute & handsome!!!! hahaha im completely lost for words now~just seein their picts makes me go crazy!!hahaha oh yes,lately i hav been into SS501's Kim Hyung Joong!!!he sure looks like a mix blooded(western & asian) guy but i think he isnt!!omggggg so HOTTTT & HANDSOME!!hahahahaha i seriously dono wads wit me today but im just stucked lookin at them n can stare at them whole day!!anyway im off to stay at my grands place!!my mum n maid said they are not willing to let me go~but i think i'll go..hahaa crazy freak droolin at jap n kor guys!!!haha cnt help it (Ikuta Toma is so handsome!!!!my gooooooooooooooodness)
(Mukai Osamu is so cute wit spects!!!!!omggggggggg)
(Kim Hyung Joong is so hot!!!!this isnt a good pict of him but who cares!!mannnnnnnnnnnnnx)
part2 was the climax for my saturdae!! i did not eat alort at the jurong stadium,was savin space for pizza hut!!in the end ate 1 n half slices of pizza zawani,rachel,rebecca,melissa,hannah,nuqman,weiyang,nazreen,sheikh,asyraff,zaki,ms chen & mr rahmesh came for the 4H reunion..the rest cld not make it or cld not be reached BIG CONGRATS TO MS CHEN WHO IS GETTIN MARRIED THIS YR!!an eng tchr marryin a math tchr!!!thats something u don get to see very often!! some of us hav not seen each other since wwss homecomin!we practically 'took over' pizza hut!!hahahaha it was like as though we hav gone back to those old sec 4H days,people gettin teased here and there,scandles here n there,'scoldin here n there',laughin here n there,bitchin here n there n it goes on!!just miss 4H alort..i mean sec sch days.. later on,we had a surprise for the jan babies!!you cld see their face change colour like a chameleon(too bad i did not take a pict of it) when the lights were dimmed n the happie b'day song was played while a cake was approaching our table..they thought it was for the table behind us..hahaha erm,i just got a question??how long does it take to cut a cake??cuz sheikh & the guys took abt 10mins just to cut the cake for everyone(as in the first slice for the first person)!!apparently they were doin some math calculation since theres 14people!(cut 3 horizontally n 5 vertically cuz 5x3=15!!hahahha) later took picts wit alort of laughter following behind!!!makin fun of the boys,esp one person..hahaha but rebecca left early so did not manage to tak picts wit her!! another question,how long does it take to make a decision to watch a movie?? i had the best time laughin my hearts out at the indecisive decision makin part!!its too many to list down why we were goin crazy!!hahahahahahahaha poor zawani had to stand so long n bear wit us.. believe or not,we took almost half an hr or more than to that till we came to a decision to watch transporter3!!an interestin movie.. in the cinema,we were quite noisy!!haha just like when whooe of 4H watched harry potter 2yrs ago! this boy named khan kept throwin popcorn behind to us..poor zaki always gettin blamed for everything..nazreen got misunderstood by rachel all the time!!we took revenge n hid their drink!!hahahahaha sheikh was damn funny..never mess wit girls mannx!!u'll regret..wahahaha the lead actress of the movie was given a name by hannah,CHICKOBOO!!hahaha(why??watch n u will noe!if u watched n still dono,u can ask me) THE MAIN ACTOR IS REALLY HOT AND SO COOL & MANLY IN THE MOVIE!!OMG so many triangle stories goin on everywhere..read below n find out more!!!some of picts wit courtesy from melissa!!hahaha enjoy (the jan babies..fr left,sheikh,asyraff,nuqman..i took this pict n shaked it a little!!woops) (3 growin kids took abt 10s to blow the only 1 candle on the cake~haiz gone case) (i zoomed in cuz i was seated far away from them) (a close side view taken by mel!look at nuqman,he is in love!hahah)
(a nice shot from mel,close up!!)
(the boys wit mr rahmesh & ms chen)
(the gals turn wit mr rahmesh & ms chen)
(e gals fr left,mi,hannah,mel,rach,za)
(e guys fr left,za,khan,naz,man,wy,sheikh)
(weiyang the ranger leadin the way!!haha wit the ladies)
(the famous pict everyone wanted..CLOSE UP OF NUQMAN)
(a candid shot when they realised the photographer was focusin on these boys only instead of the whole grp~hahahaha)
(a shot of the guys who were not in the above candid shot!!)
(crissy & sawani)
(the gal who trys to hold her laughter but failed,rachel)
(my darl!!hannah)
(the chio bu,melissa!!)
(a rival pict)
(another rival pict)
(the 2 big fans of ponio the movie)
(a horrible photographer handlin my phone!!)
(a love triangle story,2 gals over a guy!starrin zawani,sheikh & hannah)
(in the story,it seems theres another scandal added,starrin melissa to be gf3)
(hannah,gf 1)
(zawani,gf 2)
(in the story,a guy named nuqman ask zawani for her numbr on a piece of pizza hut paper,so unromantic!!haha)
(but again in the story comes her cute zaki!!!WHO will she be with in the end,WHO will sheikh be wit in the end,the story continues...)
alright i was supposedly to come n blog ytd nitex but i was too tired so i decided to do it today!! GUESS WAD,AFTER MANY MONTHS/DAYS OF DELAY,I HAVE FINALLY CUT MY HAIR!!(somehow i feel i hav upgraded myself to a middleaged woman/mother!!i hav a better forehead fringe,shoulder length cut wit my natural curls suprisingly so curly!!so i have changed from ugly betty to prettae crissy!!hahahahahaha)wth ok ignore that random last sentence lets talk abt ytd!i'll talk abt PART1 in this post ytd was definitely a long/tiring day but I LOVED IT TO THE MAXXXXXX!! early morn 8plus went to jurong stadium as my dad's camp hav booked the whole place cuz its the divisions' annual family day(this yr's theme was a carnival)!!i did not noe my dad was the chairman of it..ANYWAY,EVERYTHING THERE,WAS PRACTICALLY F-R-E-E!! since it was a family day,dad,mum,my maid n i wore blue!!haha(my idea~lol)the weather was really good(cuz the grey/dark skies were decievin in early morn)THERE WERE SO MANY HOT BABES!!!I MEAN REALLY HOT,PRETTAE,SEXAE!!SO FAIR SOMEMORE,omgggggg theres this particular game stall which has a game which flashed back memories..rmb the jumpin frog??the game 1E(04) had during westwood carnival??haha there was a performance by this grp of girls doin ballet in the water(like the one during the beijing olympics 08)really beautiful the way they did it..i hav to admit,its not easy at all they had face/hand painting!mum,my maid n i did it for the fun cuz its all free(they do it so well)!!u don hav to spend a single cent!!they had water dunk,photo printin(its really ex but its free),portrait face drawing(he draws really good) the food there was AWESOME!!!!had everything u can wish/want in a meal..beta than hotel(cuz its freeeeeeee) choco fondue,prata,chicken rice,laksa,instant carrotcake,mee goreng,chicken kebab,fried rice and it goes on.. theres the roamn hittin/pushin game on stands..there was oso water ball floatin..seeing those people inside the balls esp this 2particular girls..(DAMN BLOODDY FUNNY!!OMG MY MAID N I ENJOYED THAT THE MOST!!)i feel so evil but if u were there,u'd understand why!!our jaws hurt badly in the end im surprised my dad noes the mc!!!she is the hottest and most prettiest among the rest of the babes there..dad said she is singaporean..when we both were introduced,omg!!so harpppee!!cuz i took a pict wit her..sadly it was ruined a little cuz of something..damn!its blocked so i edited it!!its ugly you shld hav seen her hair(no pict of that)..so nice n thats why it adds to her being hot!! part2 will be blogged out by tmrw..cuz blogger is damn slow!!sometimes fast,sometimes slow.. i felt that if u take babes pict front view quite paiseh so took it back view..hahaha(no fun huh?lol) before goin to jp,i looed at my tatoo and i was thinkin,if i had a tatoo,it'd be interestin n weird n cool..then i asked my parents abt my IF only..and the next second,my mum said 'YOU'LL GET 10 SLAPS AND MORE COMIN ON..DONT TRY TO BE FUNNY!!' just few cm away my dad is starin at me..i noe that expression..'JOKE LARHX!!' dad said 'IT BETA BE OTHERWISE YOU'LL GET WORST..' (babes side view from the back!!its still hot stuff!hahaha im not pervert kk!!)
(the HOTT HOTT MC i was sayin!!the wind was so strong my hair was in a mess!!) (this 1E(04)game just brings memories back to my mind..mannx i miss everyone!!)
(my mum loves butterfly so had hers wit one!!even asked the lady to give her glitter~my god!lol like small kidd)
(my maid wanted the simplest thing wit a star..the rest wit a star had cartoons!!hahahaha )
(lastly,my tatoo...if it was real,hahah i'll probably be be dead)
are u guys droooooooooooooooooooling over the pict above???my goooooooooooooooooooodness
i almost needed CPR when i saw the pict!!haha hav gotta watch the video myself to have THAT FEEL(wad feel,i dono how to explain to you!)saw side view of another pict,even nearer~MY GOD
2nd day of 2009!!everyone's back to sch..well almost!stayed at home and watched my tv shows i recorded the past 1wk
ytd's visitin to both grand's place were awesome!its as though the grandkids turn to cook/bake during new yr..its THE FIRST TIME EVER ITS HAPPENED,ESP ON BOTH SIDES!!so strange
went to east-side grand's place to have late lunch
my aunt baked lemon cake & blueberry cheesecake!!(she bakes the best cheesecakes!!i love her crust she does for the cheesecake)
but had to go off early from east-side grands place cuz dad wasnt really feelin well!!
went home and fed my dog ard 5plus n headed to my west-side grand's place for dinner
SURPRISINGLY,MY COUSINS WERE EARLY!!!OMG I ALMOST MADE A HUGE BET WIT MY MUM WHEN WE SAW(we were thinkin if it was,but my mum said its really his car..i disagreed)MY UNCLE'S CAR AT THE CARPARK!!!
cuz they always(99.9% of the time)come btwn 7plus to 8plus!!ytd it was ard 5-6plus??miracle
denzel baked pineapple tarts~NICEEE!!!!!(my uncle calls it D's BOMBS!!!hahaha i noe why)he also made jelly!!also not bad..they suggested him to open a shop and to charge ppl when they order since now they hav tasted it!hahahaha(applies to family too~lol)
sasha made orange jelly inside the skin of the orange(so it looks like an ordinary orange,but instead not real orange but jelly!)smart/creative larhx she!i nv tot of that
my parents left aft their early dinner while my maid n i stayed till later
come to think of it,i nv realised my cousins had this side of a talent(don get me wrong cuz i nv knew it at all until ytd)!!hahaha wonder if both denzel n sasha will go into this field??shall wait 10yrs down the road???HAHAHAHA
i somehow feel denzel will go into it....dono why i think like that??
tmrw gona have a LONG DAY!!AND I MEAN LONG DAY
im leavin home 8am and prob come home late nitex??2events on the same day thats why long
wad events???will come back tmrw and reveal!!and most prob will blog PICTS!!!its been ages since i blogged wit a number of picts??
till tmrw(just hope i dont get DARK again tmrw morn)
HAPPAE NEW YEAR 2009!!! WISHIN ALL A SUCCESSFUL & WONDERFUL YEAR AHEAD!! its past midnitex,and watched only the fireworks at the marina from tv!!mannx the fireworks was totally AWESOME!!really nice one this time i rmb last yr at this time(12plus in the morn),i just woke up!!i did not get to countdown or wad cuz i was deadbeat from class chalet the previous nitex last yr(lack of sleep)!!cuz i slept in the aftn the moment i got home from the lunch at jp n nv woke up till next day early hrs!!and when i woke up,it was weird cuz everyone's goin to sleep n wished each other their new yr greetings already!dad wasnt ard too at that time!! this yr did my usual routine!!but sad thg,did not cut my hair before 2009!!mum said beta to cut on 2nd jan!!lol sad but its alright(most impt is im cuttin/trimin my ruined/spoiled hair)!!learnt my lesson from someone!!haha later goin to my east & west side grands place for lunch & dinner respectively!!not much peeps except close family cuz of the passin of relatives from both sides late last yr!!and its barely 1 month its alright wit me as long as our WHOLE family gets together~(CNT RMB WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME WE HAD EVERYONE PRESENT AT THE SAME TIME!!MAYB IN APRIL08??)cnt celebrate it(yes we nv fail to celebrate 1/1 every yr,part of our new yr,though our new yr is in april!hah)but can be wit each other still is most impt!! my parents say i hav gotten darker!!haha cuz of the scortchin sun on wed at www!!most impt i enjoyed myself so takin 2-3 months to get bk original colour doesnt matter!!did i mention my grandma gave me some face masks ytd??cuz my grandfather bgt for her thinkin she can take care of her agein skin..lol she doesnt like or want to use it cuz she say no use on her(she prefer lotion)so she gave it to me!!she is so fair like a chinese larhx!!envy how she kept her skin so well all these yrs!! its so funny!ever since i came home ytd from www,my hands been so smooth..its like i applied cream makin it smooth n flawless but i did not at all..n my hands feel a lil hot at the same time..weird!!first time havin it like that will come back in the nitex later to blog abt my day!!mayb not much cuz my dad's sick so not sure if there'll be change of plans ornot(meanin if we'll be stayin for 1hr or more)!!somemore he has work on fri!wit he's current condition,i dono if he's able to hav the energy/strength to go out later & back to work on fri! enjoy yr new year day peeps!!hny once again :-)
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(zawani,gf 2)
