-the cold war has started after a very long time.its day 2 already.
-my maternal grandma was admitted to hospital and today she is gona have an opt.
-my paternal grandfather was admitted to hospital bcuz he is sick.
-and my cough isnt goin at all.im coughin even harder,seeing a lil bit of blood clot in my flam as days go by & my throat hurts everytime i cough so hard & badly & it makes me feel weak.
-im damn scared for med soc!i feel 20% prepared!i can read & read & read but when it comes to answerin it,i just see the paper collectin dust only.
i wanna go see my grandparents but i cnt cuz of exams.i feel so damn bad & i really hate myself for being this selfish
so many things are running through my mind now. i cnt concentrate at all.i hate it when i get distracted so easily
why isnt anything going rite at all??
im not made of steel ok!
i try to hold back but i just cnt!
and now,im missin alot of people!i really do!i just wished time cld go back!i wanna talk but im scared!
stupid exams!screw them!they shld be banned or something~kns wasting of paper & killing trees!
