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Saturday, April 03, 2010
i just feel that i shld have a STOP button in my brain to prevent me from havin random thoughtsits creepy when it actually happens just after a few days of thinkin of it AND I MEAN IT WHEN I SAY IT WAS JUST REANDOM THOUGHTS AND SUDDENLY IT TURNED INTO SOME KIND OF REALITY & NO ITS NOT DEJA VU... it all happened within the same week..you guys can mayb laugh & all & say im thinkin too much..i don dare to even talk abt the 2nd thing IN DETAIL at all cuz its...@(%&*$@ OK I DONO HOW TO EXPLAIN ALRIGHT
SCENE ONE: one fine day i suddenly thought of this person again whom i've not heard from since i graduated(2-3yrs bk) cuz i lost this person's contact..(why did this person come to my mind all of a sudden aft so long?or why this person in the first place?IDKY) i was thinkin that this person shld go create a fb accnt since thats where everyone is in & the only way to get in touch & catch up with one another bcuz this person is more of the hardworkin kind & is less socially active online... and suddenly,few days later within the same wk,this person just 'came back' into my life... via fb the same way i randomly imagined/thought previously thinkin telepathy or its coincidental..think again
SCENE TWO: another fine day i suddenly thought of what if THAT SUDDENLY HAPPENED...i shld be punished severely cuz of thinkin of this kind of bad stuff.. it cld be directly or indirectly...i was thinkin of both 'possibilities'... and suddenly,few days later within the same week,it happened in the indirect way instead only... for this second one,i cnt say even abit of it out..cuz it wont look & sound nice.. EXACT SAME PREDICTION HAPPENED 1YR BACK BUT IT WAS A DIFFERENT _______...THIS THG,I THINK & BLAME ITS MY FAULT THAT IT HAPPENED CUZ I PREDICTED IT EARLIER ON...ITS A SERIOUS THING THAT I THINK ME SAYIN SORRY HERE ISNT GONA HELP TURN BACK TIME TO UNDO THIS... ever since, ESP, scene2 happened,im shutting off my random thoughts..cuz i don want it to happen to ANYONE ARD ME.. cuz when i hrd it happened,i just cried... i really dono why i had these random thoughts of the same SCENE2 comin into my mind for the second time...cuz i swear,i nv expected it to happen at all..they just popped into my brain for no reason..scene2 feels & sound as though i want it to happen..BUT I DONT... its like a big huge secret that i cant tell anyone...anyway no one knows except me! think im confusin you...GOOD! Labels: i wanna time machine
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