just less than 2 months, another blow to deal with.. is death really necessary!? what, to replace new ones!? This week is one hell of a week, which honestly speaking, a really fucked up week that i really hate alot. Its worst than my normal hectic school week. Maybe i will label it as the worst week i have ever had in my 19years.. Sounds really extreme but i think it has just gone beyond my imagination. I never expected to go through such a painful experience silently Even my meals have changed abit... For breakfast & lunch, i tend to eat normally (either way i would eat more than the other).. as for dinner, i lose my appetite and i end up not eating properly at all... But on the bright sight, it will help me in my goal though!!!! heheh theres so muh i wanna talk about, but all of a sudden im unable to type it down...
i want to go back to the past.. i really want to.. the present is haunting me so badly now, i cant handle it at all.. PLEASE :’(
