just a few days ago, i suddenly thought of my parents and related things... i think i really miss them a hell lot, esp my dad's jokes & sarcasm... and my mum getting bullied by my dad & i... no, i dont miss my mum's nagging cuz she does that everytime i skype with her~hurrr mum then msged me today saying she misses me very very much, my grandparents sent their love & hugs & kisses to me.. i wanted to cry so badly!! and i thought to myself, what if this kind of situation happens again in the future, me going away & not living with them? im abroad & my parents are in Singapore working or who knows, they might have retired... and i thought of telling them something, something very personal to/about me... but im afraid of saying it to them, especially to my dad!! idky why i had this thought of wanting to share & tell them.. i think im really crazy to have this kind of thinking i imagined how my mum would react when i tell about it, and what kind of state i would be; i would be crying & she would be comforting me & advising/nagging at me about it.. this is really so weird & random! lol i cant believe i am actually thinking of all this now~ whatever the case, i only know they will be coming in July, and i would be spending time with them alot to make up for the lost 3months plus of not being with them.. and now, i shall go get ready for bed :)
