if i could write the letter now, i would. and hell, YES IT WOULD BE ONE DAMN LONG LETTER with everything told in detailed & basically explaining everything from the start to the end, a-z... just basically blurting out everything that i feel is necessary but i feel now isnt the time for me to think of this because I know im not prepared for anything like this, i know im not ready for anything thats gona happen either sometimes, just out of the blue, randomly, perhaps when im on the bus going home late at night, or in the cab going to work, i can think of things that i want to write inside that letter. But if you ask me to think of it & write it now, I cannot remember much & neither can i write it. i wonder how long will this last... i dont like to give myself targets because i know i never hit them, instead they turn out to be not what you expect, ALL THE TIME.
