TGIF!!! and yes, its finally nearing the weekends... this week, just made me ponder alot about things that are happening in my life in the past few days!
after 8 months plus, the day finally came!
maybe my expectations were high.. my heart just isnt ready.. perhaps im not used to such things.. or im just not the slightest bit comfortable about it at all!
my mind is in a swirl as I sort out my thoughts and try to pen it down properly! but it seems so difficult to do so!
Im in that stage whereby i dont understand how these kind of things work! i feel like i can go on lying to myself, similar to those typical dramas! Like what my heart wants, my mind wont agree! I guess its supposed to be meant this way, the fact that I chose it & made things the way it is today! I have only myself to blame, no one else!
"If things are meant to be, even if it was lost, it will find its way back somehow!"
This is something i always tell myself and believe in! Just as long it makes sense, its all good for now!
