its 2.48am and i cant sleep... today has not been a good day.. ok rather, its yesterday night! everything was good from morning to evening.. until my parents & I were discussing about my 21st bday celebration! The thing is, the chalet that we were wanting to book before 12midnight was not available for the public to buy it! BUT after it was 12midnight, mom checked the online status of the vacancy of the chalet & it was not available for booking :(
At the same time, besides this situation, i was playing a prank on someone... but apparently the prank got out of hand & too real.. it made me screw things up and now, it feels like all of this are gona end! Its weird how it feels like history is repeating again.. scarily around the same timing, but in a different situation & point of view!
How things ended off, it made me realise how much I treasure this alot... how much it makes me wanna continue this...
Im truly, very, deeply sorry about this.. i really am.. I didnt mean for it to end up like this & never expected it to hurt & worry you this way :'(
I have a 98% bad feeling about it of turning it into a negative ending.. so only tmrw (later) will I know the outcome of it... So I guess its just not gona work out at all :/
