Today was probably the longest day ever.. its as though i can hear the clock ticking away every second & I can vividly remember everything I did from the time I woke up to now!
I was wrong to think that the matter could be solved today! And as I was thinking about this whole issue, i wondered if it had to do with the prayers I did ytd! I know I'm sensitive & becoming superstitious (just like my mom) of these kind of things! My thoughts were running all over the place, but in sync to linking the whole mess down to one reason! I might be overthinking about it but it kinda does make sense and that it could be punishment for not being 'clean' when I put the prayers ytd! Like what some people say about me when we are caught in between situations.. I would always have a positive thought while the everyone else wld have negative thinking.. something like covering up for the other party! I would say my sixth sense is 98% correct all the time, but sometimes, all the more when you want something, it wouldnt be yours!
Didnt sleep much last night, worrying & thinking about this issue plus my chalet problem which made me to get up early this morning! So for now, Im just gona go sleep early cuz im really mentally exhausted!!
