I swear, i really feel so so so blessed to have all of these people around me, especially Shi Hui! haah, one of my primary school bestie.. she cracks me up so badly, i will never fail to tear from laughing so hardly.. talking crap yet giving me advices all! Really appreciate PNG, heeh :)
It helps more if you arent the only child though! Sometimes I just want to tell & talk to my parents about it.. ok maybe just tell my mom but its hard! Times have changed & in this new generation, everything seems so complicated & hard despite it being small issues!
Since then, I looked back alot, and I think to myself... its true when people say that you shouldnt take too long to get warmed up & used to something bcuz by then, its too late & you would start to have alot of regrets!
Its not that I liked & wanted to take my own sweet time but its just that im not used to these kind of things in the first place! Whatever it is, it doesnt really matter bcuz its all history! And I learnt alot so no harm done or whatsoever! I try to be positive all the time but 70% of the time im just thinking of negative possibilities bcuz at least I feel prepared for anything thats gona come into my way! When you are young, you wished things would go faster but when you are lil older, you wished for things to slow down bcuz time is passing too fast! Anyway, I'm not even 21 yet, im still young so heck if im gona take my own sweet precious time!!!! ahahahah
All in all, stop moving backwards to see the past but keep moving forward to look into the future! Theres alot more to look forward to & to be thankful for :)
